Chanyeol, Adios || Pcy (ON HOLD)

chapter 26

Chanyeol POV

I was just about to lay down on my un-made bed, finally getting to close my eyes after a sleepless week from caughting up from all the new dance and lyrics.

Because I've been busy in Shanghai for the up coming movie im in 😉.

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Just as my head hit the soft pillow, my phone rang. I looked at the ID and saw suhos name.

I ignored him, he probably wants to go have some soju.

I fall asleep, but if some of you didn't know, I'm a very light sleeper.

No matter how tired I am, I just simply can't sleep in a noisy atphomsher because it annoys the shit outta me.

So I got so irritated because my
phones keeps ringing.

I was about to throw the piece of metal across the room. But something stopped me.

I saw the ID by accident and I was so shocked that I almost dropped the phone.

It's 'fartacus'.

That's taeylees nickname to me. We were playing around, insulting each other, with no hard feelings of course.

And obviously we forgot to change back.

Fartacus means; someone who farts alot.

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I calm myself down and take a deep breath. I suddenly felt the sudden rush of anxious pouring over me.

After the third ring, I finally felt I was ready and I didn't want to sound so eager.

But as the person on the other end spoke, my face instantly fall, I was about to blow because the person who's talking is a guy, I was about to scream, anger raging on me.

But not long until I realise it was suho and not some stranger.

Gosh, when did I get so paranoid?

"chanyeol-ah, go get ready and come to Asan Medical Center. NOW!", suhos shouting voice blasting into my auditory canal, almost piercing thought my eardrums.

"why, what? Could you like repeat that please--", my brain can't cooperate with me right now.

"CHANYEOL, COME TO AMC HOSPITAL NOW TAEYLEE'S UNCONCIOUS!"

what?!

I hurriedly put on whatever clothes I find on the floor and actually took a local taxi to get there.

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There she was, laying peacefully on the hospital bed, with needles poked in her hands.

She has that Snow White skin colour which made me worried, but the doctor explain it was caused by the lack of blood and she was extremely dehydrated.

She also fainted due to over stress anxiety.
Her heart and body couldn't hold that much of stress for too long.

So, after a period of time, her brain just clicks shut.

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Anyways, I took her hand into mine, it was ice-cold, I hadn't held it for mouths but I still felt the tingly feeling in my heart.

I drew circles around her knuckles like I always did, hoping it would Atlaese give her a hint I am here.

"why didnt you tell me you were under so much stress? I could've ---" I broke off helplessly.

I mean, what could I have done?
I was the one who fled, I was the one who ignored her, I was the one being a scumbag, an ignorant useless son of a bit*h.

I signed in frustration.
I'm useless.
I'm pointless.
I'm regretful.
I'm stupid.
I'm incapable of even sustaining love.

My whole existence is a waste.
(Sorry mom....)

I layed my head next to her hand. Even though she's in hospital clothes, she still somehow smells like strawberries.

I smiled in the spite of myself and had a light nap, which soon became a deep sleep.

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Taeylee... Please don't leave me, I know I don't deserve your love nor even your acknowledgement but I-... I love you...