I'm quite concerned about my life earlier. I kept thinking about breaking the rules and going away from the world I'm living. But then I let it passed, flew and faded away. I am happy now as I can barely think about negativity in my life anymore. It would be hard but It could get easy too. And I think I'm back on track again so this may be why I know what I'm doing and I'm focused on my consciousness. And that makes me super duper happy. I don't know how are your lives lately? But please bear in mind that you're not alone. End of the story for today.;)