I fell in love

In The Mirror..

Kieran's POV

I looked in the mirror.. who would ever love me... I am distgusting... and what I put that girl through she is better off with out me.. the whole world is... 

I opened the bathroom cupboard and took out a razor and a bottle of pills. I took the razor to my wrist, I am doing the right thing by this. People will understand. Lola will understand, oh Lola what happened, to me I was so wrong to her, and I didn't want to. I love her. 

She might... I can't even think about it. My phone rang, it was my mum. I took a deep breathe and answered it. 

Me: Hello 

Mum: Lola, It's Lola.

*I started crying I could bare to hear the words*

Mum: Baby, don't cry, she has a steady heart rate, the docters have just come out, she is doing well.

*I couldn't beleive what I was hearing*

Me: *sigh* Thank you, I will be at the hospital again later bye.

Mum: Bye.

I looked in the mirror and then sunk to the floor crying, the words went round my head 'she is doing well' she is ok, but she shouldn't even be in hospital. But now I need to be strong for her, I need to help her get better. I need to see her, I need to tell her to get better. But maybe it would be easier if she got better with tracy. 

I put the pills in my back pack and ran to the hospital.