prologue

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June
I barely ever saw him laugh, but when I
did it was usually a sunny day. I liked to think it was sunny because of him.

He was like the light seeping through dark gloomy skies. He was the good guy, the guy with a heart of gold. People were oblivious to it since his typical high school jock mask had become thick, but I saw it. I knew what was underneath.

I never really fantasized about me being in his arms as we watched the "scariest movie" that was being shown one night at the cinema. I didn't dream about him either, it was like, he was too good for that. Too good to be stuck in a girls cheesy fantasies.

Call me obsessed but I call it mere admiration. He wasn't like the rest, he didn't get caught up in the normal high school boy shenanigans, he was pure.

I guess it was no secret that it wasn't only admiration, but nothing too close to love. I always remembered the borders between our worlds, the average introvert teenage girl and the popular jock guy. Those worlds barely ever met.

You're probably fawning over the existence of a boy like this, I don't blame you. But soon, both you and I will realise this was only a fantasy and my childish imagination.

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Jesse
Her smile was so genuine, so real. It was nothing like the flirtatious smiles I got from practically every girl who passed me. It had meaning, and it never looked forced.

She shined as bright as crystal. She stood out to me and I never realised why. People would think I'm crazy, all these beautiful girls sat at my table everyday but I only had my eyes on one. One who I'd never shared a thing but a glance with.

I thought about her a lot, I wouldn't say fantasies but I debated what would happen in different scenarios. If we were partnered up for a project? If we bumped into each other in the hallways? Everyday it was one thing or the other.

I had set my eyes on her in our sophomore year and tried to find out who she was. It may sound as if I'm a stalker but I was drawn to her, she drew me in. She seemed so fresh, she didn't seem to have the same delusions some other girls had.

I wouldn't call it love at first sight but it definitely was something. If love at first sight was possible, a connection at first sight must be too. It wasn't her looks, it was just her. As different as we were I knew something was there, but did she know it too?

It's crazy, a girl I've never talked to I thought about everyday. I wanted to talk to her, I wanted to be friends or I wanted to be something more. But soon I'd ruin that, I'd ruin it horribly.  

Authors Note
Thank you for taking the time to read this story!! Yes this is my first story so I'm sorry about any mistakes, I'm super excited for this story and I hope you guys are too :))

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