There he was...just inches away and I couldnt touch him.
"Shaiden! Wake up!" yelled Lexus bringing me back to the now.
"Sorry, what was we saying?" I asked total dazed I looked out the window to see the dark night sky.
"You ok?" asked Frazer...following my gaze then turning back to me.
"Me? Yeah am fine." I looked him in the eyes and worry passed though him "I should get home then..."
Frazer got a cabby home, me and Lex just went to the attic "Should we leave her untill tomorrow?" I asked not sure if Alea would want to be desturbed.
"Yes thats a good idea Alea might just want to be left for a bit after our last episode and the fact that Frazer has been here might unsettle her....." she looked at me and worry envaded her soul " The thing with Frazer it will get better Alea said so she may be a ghost but god damn she is smart." I looked into her brown eyes that were watering because of the dust.
"No it will not...but I feel like seeing her now." I paused as we opened the door too see a little ten year old girl floating 2 feet above the ground pale and looking out the window to the dark night.
"Hello girls I seen that bea-boy leaving my home....is everything alright?" her velvet voice straned from tiring not to call him a beast of the night as usual.
He may of been a vampire...but I loved him all the same.
"So what did the boy want?" Alea asked Lex not even looking at me but I was too busy tiring not to scream at them.
"He just came randomly to say sorry to Shaid but she was out of it really she seemed so blank and empty..." great now they were talking about me when Iwas right there! " He said he knows stuff and he can help..." they both pulled a face.
I just couldnt take it any more I ran full pelt out the attic out the house then on to the dark street all on my own. I looked around not knowing what to do...I couldnt go back in...I couldnt go to my mother...and to go any where away from here I'd have to have gone past Bens hangout.
Standing in the middle of the road I realise that I needed to keep running to find some thing but all i could see was the forest that if u went straight though it it would lead to the cematary that was hundreds of years old.
"Hey isnt that Frazers small bit?" oh shit.... I thought as i turned to see Ben mayton and his 'crew'.
"Heeey boys whos on the menu tonight?" I teased knowing i shouldnt my body stiffened as the neared me with out any warning they surronded me.
"I do think it is you little witch..." Ben grinned and slaped his hand around my throat my breathing became harsh and loud "silly little witch you thought you could love.....humans dont feel love or happness all they feel is pain , fear , hate and then theres always betrayel," at this he smiled a wicked smile that sent shivers down my spine.
"And how would you know that....you must of felt love once not just alway wanting a shag," I looked him strait in the eyes and wimpered they were derk blue and gurgouse but dangerous at the same time.
Out of now where I thought of Frazer and what he done to me...the pain , fear , hate and the betrayel he caused me then complete and unter despaire past thought my body as i saw Frazer walk up at the back I over heared him wispear to Aron Barns "Who's that Ben has by the throat?"
Aron replyed "I dont know some witch by the smell of it." he covered his nose to block the smell of power i held.
my breathe stoped. He couldnt know it was me he'd get killed trying to stop them from killing me and i couldnt let that happen.
