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I Don't love you

Damon:

He had just turned his humanity off after he screwed up things you and cheated with another girl while you were away on campus.

"He needs you y/n please , Damon is a monster without you " Stephan said as you were both sitting in the grill.

"Well he should have thought about it before being a sick and cheating on me while I was away , nobody told him to shut his humanity off " you whispered/yelled in front of him

"I know you too well for that little stupid act of yours , don't play tuff on him , you miss him as much as the human Damon who lies beneath layers of blood miss you " he said looking you straight in the eyes , you couldn't argue with him anymore because you knew he was right , you missed him so much that it hurts he turned his humanity off because he thought that you would never want him again but the truth is that you love him so much that it hurts so much and you had to stop showing it .

Just in that moment Stephan's eyes travelled to someone who had just walked in the grill. You looked at that person to see it was the last person you wanted to see ever , you knew that by just seeing him you wouldn't hold on anymore and you'd break down once more .he took a quick glance at you two and then turned away as went to the bar , you tried ignoring him .

"Don't even try , you can't " Caroline said getting in the booth besides Stephan.

"W-what do you mean ? I , I don't understand" I mumed nervous and looked at each other before looking at me with sort of glares so I just rolled my eyes .

"Okay okay , I'm trying to ignore him very much actually " I said .

"Go talk to him " they said
"No , never " I said .

"As you like , but you're coming with me today " Stephan said .

"To your house ?" I asked while he nodded and I shrugged nodding.

-At the boarding house -

"Okay I'm gonna go get some drinks " I said after laughing a little with Caroline and Stephan as they nodded.

While I was going down I heard some music being played and then some girls moaning and stuff.

I went a bit slower knowing that I'll be very surprised from what I'm going to see now .

I went down to see Damon and a girl swaying to the music while the girl's fist in his mouth .

Suddenly he got away with his fangs still showing and then he attacked her neck furiously, apparently he compiled her to never scream or do whatever , her lifeless body started to be even weaker signaling that she's dying.

After he finished her , he turned to me with a devilish smile as if he was planning on something bad but I knew that even with his humanity off he would never hurt me ever.

"What , am I next ?" I asked him with a smirk.

"Do you want to be? , I'm really hungry " he said getting really close vampire speed.

"You can't touch me , Damon , you're still in love with me "I said teasing him and he didn't even touch me , I knew it.

"Weird , I thought you were the one who cheated " I said even more teasingly , his gaze came up to me with no emotions.

"If you are trying to make me feel guilty then I'm sorry to bring it to you but I have no emotions at all " he said emotionless just like the rest of day .

"Exactly, because you're weak , you knew you screwed things up , you are not strong enough to take the guilt in , weak dick head" I said stepping away and going to pour me some wine , I need to relax talking to him .

"Poor little Damon , couldn't take in the guilt of his own mistake , how pathetic " I said and he turned around finally looking at me.

"I could kill you right now, you're rumbling too much , giving me a headache" he mumbled going to pour some wine for himself .

"Oh , really, thought you don't feel anything " I said and IN A minute he was in front of me.

"I'll just kill you " he said and I giggled putting my glass down.

"Go ahead " I said moving my hair to the side for him to have a better access to my neck.

"Just keep your eyes on me while killing me to see me die in front of you after you promised that you would never hurt me , after you promised you would die for me , be the one who kills me , go ahead " I said looking him straight in the eyes.

If he's really going to kill me then I have to get this off my chest , even thought it hurts.

"Kill me , and with me goes the only person ever that will ever truly loves you until the last moment ." I said tearing already

"Well , I don't love you " he said as the veins around his eyes showed and his fangs came out as I looked at him bravely.

His fangs hooked to my neck as I felt him sucking the blood out of me , it hurted and was pleasurable in a weird way.

I looked at anything to hold on to and found none but him so I tested my body on his shoulders.

"Just remember, I'll always love you " I said before everything went pitch black.

Damon's P.O.V

I saw as her lifeless body fell to the floor , I webbed the blood out of my face , her blood , wait ,what?!!!!!

I looked down to see her lifeless body laying on the floor .

No , she can't be dead , she can't . I pent down holding her arm to sense any beats even though I couldn't hear any .

When I felt none , it all came back rushing in my head , "what have I done ?" I asked myself this can't be happening.

"I hate myself , you were right , you are right , I'm a dick head and I'm weak , and I don't ever deserve you , just come back you can't leave me here alone , please , I love you , so much , babe pliiiiiiz , don't leave me " I souped on the floor holding her body close to mine.
"NO" I screamed.

-six hours later -

Her body was laying on the bed in front of me as I cried holding her hand.

I still don't get it , I wish she could come back so I could tell her now much she missed me, how much I love her , how much I'm thankful for her.

"Haaaaaa" I heard a long gasp and I looked up to see her sitting up trying to take her breath.

"What is going on ?" I asked confused.

"I had a vampire blood in my system you idiot , apparently Stephan knew this was the only thing to do to get you back " .

" and you did it for me? " I asked.

"Yes I did , Damon , apparently I still am in love with you And you proved you love me as much when you turned your humanity off , that means it was too much, that you were really hurt , but enough with the bullshit I am really thirsty I need some blood , cause because of your stupid humanity I get to spend an entirety with you " she said sasyly as I chuckled

"Missed your fucking mouth " I said bringing her lips to mine , crashing them together hardly as she kissed back .

We broke apart looking at each other's eyes .
"I love you "
" love you too "

"Now , let's go find you dinner " . I said hiding her hand and helping her to get up getting out of the room.