Dear Love

Hi it's me Enhle

Love I've heard a lot about you but I don't know you,all I know is that you've killed,hurt and destroyed many.

As a teenager I watch my peers everyday looking and searching for you but till this day no one has found you.

I may not be as desperate as some of my peers are but I long for you,I long for the feeling people get when they say they've found love.

Many thought they found you but it was just another shot at getting the heart broken by a different stranger every time, why don't you reveal yourself to one person? Instead you let us get our hearts broken before someone moulds what we all long for,'True love'.

I started searching for love.

I was approached by many,claiming that they know love and they want to show me what love is but because the look on their faces told me they are still searching for it themselves I found the courage to turn them down because I was and still scared of getting my heart broken.

I thought I'd found love and that my search was over,it was a pity because the love I had found was temporary and artificial,for the first time I felt the pain,I was hurt and depressed but never destroyed because I always know love can't destroy me if it's still child's play.

Love you always come back for someone, at first you make us believe that you exist and that our happiness lies within your circle of love. You are a vicious cycle that leaves with a piece of a person each time until one is an empty shell.

Love,why do you always have to hurt us?

My search for love was over until I met someone who promised me true love,I have the right to say love doesn't exist and that love is not yet to be defined.

I found what I think is you,Love and once again I am being loyal to this kind of love I have now,I can't guarantee that it's true love but I hope it.

Love, I know many who promised themselves that they've found their ideal soulmate,some were promised a perfect relationship even the moon and stars were a part of the package but love you turned on them you had their hearts broken by strangers offering the exact same package but I know by now that those were empty promises yet we still believe them even though we get our hearts broken each time.

Love,why do you enjoy doing this? Is it because we are too vulnerable and blind to see past the promises made? If it isn't any of these then Love I appeal to you,what is the real reason behind all this hurt and heartbreak?

There is the truth in love that I do not know of and until I find that truth,love will always be casual love,love with no meaning and artificial love.

Our happiness lies in your circle,Love. But why?

Love I appeal to you,show us where to find you and let us be aware of the truth about love.

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Enhle