The Perfect Secret: Whistleblower (Complete)

Chapter Four

Since last night, I haven't heard a word from anyone else besides Jimin and Hoseok, of course. I kept calling and texting the others but received no answer in return. Choi was the only one I expected to respond, no matter what but, he didn't reply either. I was starting to get a bit worried. I wanted to skip school just to try looking around for the others but, how would I know know where to start? I didn't even know where they lived, other than Jackson. I'm hoping to see Choi when I get into the school soon.

As I exited the house, to head to school, Hoseok was raiding our fridge as if he shouldn't be making his way back home for school. Honestly, I wouldn't be surprised if he dropped out like YoonGi, Suho and Namjoon. He seems to look up to them. What do I care anyway? I wanted to avoid him and Jimin as much as possible. In doing so, I got up hours earlier than usual just to head out and walk to school alone.

Because of their betrayal, I practically cried myself to sleep, last night. I couldn't stop the tears no matter how hard I tried and I couldn't get the image, of their lips pressing together, out of my head. Even when I had shut my eyes to sleep, I still could see the passionate kiss they shared. In fact, I can still see it now, as I walk along the highway I take to school. Somewhere down the line, I ended up getting lost in my negative thoughts. I don't know how long for. Despite all that I had endured, so far, Jimin's betrayal was tearing me up inside like nothing else. As if I have nothing to worry about before, this issue adds on to my stress and helping the ticking self destruction.

That slutty bitch, I thought to myself, I should fucking stomp his head in.

I think it's safe to say that I'm beginning to lose it, if not already. Currently killing both Hoseok and Jimin repeatedly in my mind, I failed to notice that there was someone calling out to me from the bushes. Still trapped in the murderous thought, I was then, grabbed and forcefully pressed up against the brick wall of the overpass bridge. Staring into the eyes of Choi, I sighed heavily with relief. I thought he was someone trying to beat me up, for whatever reason. I studied his appearance a bit. All scratched up, bruised, tattered and exhausted he was.

"What happened to you?" I asked him.

"Shit got crazy after you ran off," he continued, "Jackson and Namjoon found me wrestling the officer and then...and then..."

I asked softly, "And then what?"

"Fucking Namjoon, man!" he began shouting frantically, "He comes over and shoots the damn officer! Right between the eyes, man!"

I wasn't sure what to feel or even think. Was I even processing this information properly? I knew that this was bad news but after the kiss between Jimin and Hoseok, I was feeling numb to everything else. 

"Namjoon shot two officers and he knows that the cops have been after us for months! If they find out that they were chasing us-We are fucked!" Choi cried, "Fucking fucked!"

I sighed, "Maybe you guys can hide out somewhere?"

"How? I have a basketball team to coach and I'm the Choir director's assistant," Choi sniffled, "I just can't leave without a word. Even if I give them a notice, it will make me seem suspicious."

I tried to think of a logical thing to say but I was completely stumped.

"Jin and Taehyung are fine though. They made it back home with the help of YoonGi," Choi remembered, "YoonGi caught up with us, hours after but, we never found Suho."

I grew uncomfortable, instantly, after hearing that.

"How could you not find him?" I asked with concern.

Choi got defensive, "What is that supposed to mean, huh? We went to his house and there was no sign of him. Then, we searched in all the places he usually goes to but, no he wasn't there. He isn't answering his calls or anything. I think he got caught!"