Its gotten to the point where we are just here, made for one reason; to live then die. I am Augustus Waters, star crossed lover of Hazel Grace Lancaster. After my death, I could tell it was really hard on Hazel, my family and friends. I knew she would be strong, but deep down I knew she had broke, broke to a million pieces. I couldn't fix her; wishing I was there to pick up those pieces and put her back together so I could see her whole at least one last time.
I don't know exactly where I am just yet, but I know that I am Somewhere, like I said there would be. Its nice, like I could just forget about everything and be in this perfect place, but it wont be perfect until I'm with the people I love again. I told Hazel that I thought there is a Somewhere after life, and I was right. I wish I was there to tell her 'I told you so.' and she would respond with
'oh Augustus, always trying to one up me,' with that cute little smirk on her face and how she would crinkle her nose when she smiled.
It makes me think sometimes how much I hated that god damn cancer. Wishing that I didn't have to light up like a Christmas tree that day. That day changed my life forever, well at least for as long as it was. All I know now is that I am better then I ever could be, healthy, charged with energy, fully limbed.
One day I saw Hazel with Isaac sitting by Funky Bones. I knew she always thought that I wasn't 'with her' or 'in her presence' but I actually was. God I wish I could tell her some how that I was with her, if it was possible.
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The Fault In Our Stars: Our story
FanfictionNarration between Augustus and Hazel Grace after Augustus's death. There true feelings poured out by showing their love and affection for each other. Tragic things happen to Hazel, but all things must come to an end, and so it does.
