Nightingales (demi lovato fanfic)

Love

Elsa's POV

Demi went into the bathroom and I collasped onto my bed, overwhelemed by numbness. I buried my face into the covers. How was I still so depressed? Demi Lovato was currently in the room next door to me and she was trying to be my mum. I can't do anything right. Anyone would be happy to even meet Demi and hear I am still wishing to be dead. Im such an ungrateful bitch. I can't even kill myslef properly. I let out a groan. Then i felt a hand on my back. I jumped up and turned around quickly.

"Sorry," Demi said seeing my scared face, "Umm the showers free." She smiled.

"Oh uhh, thank you."

I stood up and grabbed the clothes off the bed. I went into the shower and locked the door behind me. I stripped off and turned the water on. Whilst I was waiting for the water to heat up I caught sight of my reflection. I ran my hand over my stomache. I swear it was getting rounder. I hated it. I wasn't eating but I was putting on weight. I didn't even look underweight anymore on my stomache. I could still fit my hands around my thighs but my stomache was growing and it pissed me off. I looked in the mirror disgustidly and then hopped in the shower. I quickly washed myslef and then slid my back down the wall and just let the water fall over me. I stared at my wrists as my eyes traced the marks left from cuts. I only had a few scars on my wrist that had remained. My thigh was a different story. Millions of thin white lines. I reached up and turned the water off then I pulled myself up and wrapped myself in the big fluffy towel. The clothes that Demi lent me were a little bit big, actually the tights were incredibly big but the jumper didn't hang off me too much. I walked out and Demi smiled at me and then laughed a little.

"What?" I said.

"Umm maybe we should see if Selena has any pants that might fit you better." She laughed. I looked down at the tights and nodded in agreement, laughing.

We walked down street arm in arm. It was dark now and we had gone to a quiet resturant on the corner of the road that was down from our hotel. Dinner was ok. My demons were fairly quiet and I wanted to make Demi proud. I did. We walked up to me and Demi's room.

"Movie time?" Selena asked.

"Well duhh." Demi said laughing.

"Elsa what do you want to watch?" Selena asked.

"I don't mind. What is there?"

"Silver Linings Playbook?" Demi said raising her eyebrows.

"I love that movie! Just don't get up to get an icepop Demi."I teased.

"She looked confused and then left as she realised what I meant. She poked her tounge at me and we both laughed. We settled down leaning against the bed head. I was inbetween Demi and Sel. I rested my head on Demi's shoulder and her and Sel wrapped their arms around me. This is the first time in, well forever, that I've ever feeled love.

"Thank you." I whispered.

"For what?" They both asked.

"For making me feel like I belong and making me feel loved." I said keeping my eyes on the movie. They both hugged me and they stayed hugging me from my sides until I fell asleep.