Chapter One| When I'm Gone..

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Cry

I run to my recording room and slam the door, locking it. I take off my mask and slam it onto the desk, grasping my hair harshly, sobbing hard. "God...Fuck!" I say, gasping for air. Since this is the only sound proof room, I can be as pissed and as miserable as I wanted..."C-Chey why?" I groan, my voice deepening. Yeah, I just walked in on my girlfriend, Cheyenne, cheating on me...I hear Chey banging on the door, begging me to open and let her explain, but I just ignore her.

I let go of my hair and walk to the bathroom of my recording room, splashing water in my face, I look up into the mirror, seeing my eyes all red and puffy,my skin pale as hell and...That nasty scar on my left cheek..I let a gravelly growl out, walking to the door and opening it. "What?." I ask coldly. "Baby I-" I growl. "Don't call me that and..Get..Out..." I slam the door and slide down it, tears pouring down my face.

About an hour, Chey gone and me, well..still crying. I tweet out.

CryWasTaken: Hey guys..Won't be on for a while..Everything is fine :) but take care.

I let out a shaky sigh, placing my phone on my bedside table, rolling over on my side, looking over at my Brofist plushie that sits on my dresser. I groan, pushing my head into the pillow. 'Can this day get any worse!?'  Right when I thought that, my phone goes off, I look at it and Scare PewDiePie season 2 got canceled. I scream into my pillow and lie there...

{~Three Days Later~}

Pewds

I sigh, moving my spoon around in my coffee effortlessly. It's been two weeks since Marzia has left me...It wasn't my fault! I told Marzia that I couldn't do our 'Every Friday Date Night' because I had to record lots of videos because I had to go to Ireland to record with Jack since he's always came over here to record..She got really mad and said I don't spend enough time with her, so she left to Italy and took Maya with her...

I tear up thinking about it, I take my headphones off and place them on my desk, stopping and deleting the recording. I walk upstairs, Edgar following me quickly. Edgar makes a cute snorting sound as I pick him up. Rolling my eyes, I walk back downstairs and to the kitchen. 'I need to calm myself...'  I think to myself, setting Edgar down and looking in the empty fridge.."I'll just...Order pizza I guess.." I mumble to myself, filling Edgar's food dish. I sit on the couch and ring the pizza shop, knowing what I want, the phone call goes pretty quickly.

I eat the last slice of pizza as I return to my recording room, I grab my headphones and walk to my bedroom with Edgar. "We're loosing money..and fast..I guess I'll have to ring mom tomorrow and try to convince her to let us stay." I sigh. I undress, staying only in my boxers as I lay down and cuddle Edgar under the blankets, putting on my headphones and putting music on shuffle. The song 'When I'm Gone (The Cup Song)' plays..That's grrrreeaaat..I sigh, singing the words quietly, missing my Queen, and Pugga too..

3rd Person

"Your gonna miss me by my walk, your gonna miss me by my talk, oh..your gonna miss me when I'm gone.." The two heartbroken men sing very quietly to themselves, not knowing what else to do...That was both of their (now) ex's favourite song, and they couldn't not listen to it. Cry knew he had a right to be pissed, he still was..But he is still heartbroken..Felix on the other hand, was completely confused, he knew how much those Friday nights meant to Marzia but he canceled twice, TWO TIMES!! That's not a good enough reason to dump him..Cry, being PanSexual, knew it would be hard to find a girl/boy/no gendered person with the right kind of personality for him..And Felix being "straight" knew it would be hard to find a girlfriend because he is a big YouTube star, and almost all his fan girls, want to be his girlfriend...'Maybe I'll call Cry tomorrow, I saw his tweet but he usually wants to be left alone when he is sad or upset, I know everything is not alright but..I need to know, I love him, he's my best friend, my homie' Felix thought to himself as he pulls Edgar and his Cry plushie closer to his chest, inhaling the faint smell of Crys cologne that was still on the plush..

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'Sup..So this was the first and probably worst chapter of all time..sorry for that 🙃
It took me three days to write it due to the other two books I'm writing and writers block 😩
But I hope you guys enjoyed it and we will see what the next chapter holds...(hopefully Chapter Two gets published tomorrow) "Meh Heh!" *brofist*

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