♕ Chresanto ♕
Craig, Rayon and I sat in Starbucks where Craig works, He's on break. I zone out while Ray talks about his new girlfriend.... Raven I believe. My mind soons wraps around the thought of Jacob. I pull out my phone and text him. He changed his number and he gave it to me while he headed home from the mall.
To Jacob:
Hey wyd?
A few mintues passed as Craig and ray talk about football as my mind soon fade back out when I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket.
From Jacob
Nothing bae, wbu?
Ha... he called me bae. I can feel my checks burn red hot. I can see out of the cornor of my eye Ray and Craig's stares. I look up at them and then quickly back down as I text back.
To Jacob:
What have I told you about calling me stuff like that. I'm.... not gay. We're just friends okay?
In a 3.5 seconds. He texts back.
From Jacob:
Look Chresanto. I like you. I really like you and you send me mix singals. You hurt me than you heal me. I just want a clear answer. I know you feel something for me too. I can see it in your eyes when you talk to me. When you look at me, my body. Chresanto. So make up your mind. Please let me know. Because I truly like you. But if you keep denying your feelings I could do without you so make up your mind or don't ever text or talk to me again.
My heart races. I feel a little tear fall out of my eye and my cheeks are even hotter and even more red. HE LIKES ME.... HE REALLY REALLY LIKE ME!!! (: (: But I need time to figure this out. I mean the two biggest homophobas as my best friends from childhood and my father a homophobic drunk. If only my mother was still alive. She would understand and help me. I text back.
To Jacob:
Hey... baby. I want to be with you by your side inside.... of you, but I need sometime to think this over. I'll get back with you on Friday.
From Jacob
(: Okay I'll be waiting.
With that our convo ends.
Before Craig could question me. Ray tells us to look out the window. A guy with a bright pink shirt that says, "I'M GAY HONEY AND I'M PROUD!" on it in rainbow colors and skinny jeans. Ray laughs to himself and taps Craig on the shoulder which singals Craig to get ready for an attack. Craig walks behind the counter of the Starbucks and has a quart of milk. He runs outside with Ray and I follow.
Ray yells, "HEY FAGGOT!" and when he turns around BAM! Milk in his face. Ray laughs as he throws the quart on the ground, "Got Milk?" Craig takes off his Starbucks uniform shirt off and throws it on the ground and throws it at the door where the manager can see. Craig shouts, "I QUIT BITCH ASS" Craig and I make a run for it. I look back to see tears on the dude's face... I couldn't even bring my mind to think if that was Jacob. I'd kill anyone who makes Jacob... my love cry. That boy got me feeling emotions.
