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"Not tonight CJ , I have to study !" , I whined to Chance as he got dressed .

"Nika , I wasn't fuckin' askin' ! Get ready so we can go ." , he barked at me as I screamed in my pillow like a big baby and hit him upside the head as I walked to the bathroom .

See , Chance has always been money hungry , you could give him all the moolah in the world and he would still be in search for more . He had me out hoe'in at these lame ass college parties . I know , some amazing boyfriend he is . I dont really argue with him , the pay was beyond amazing and he made sure the nigga was set straight . Never fuck a bitch nigga .

"See , was that so hard ? You only got one damn hook up then you can bring yo ass back here ." , he said pulling me into his arms as I rolled my eyes .

"Whatever ."

Party ;

As soon as we arrived at the party , I have to say it was actually pretty crunk ! The music was blasting as the people were drinking .

"I'll see you later , be on the lookout for a nigga rockin' Polo from head to toe name Greg ." , CJ said kissing me while resting his hand on my ass . He loved to cause attention .

"Ight ."

We hugged then going our seperate ways . I went inside to get me a drink but of course people stopped me to talk and spazz . I loved it .

"Excuse me baby ." , some dude in USPA said to me as he licked his ashy ass lips .

"Um , your excused !"

I rolled my eyes minding my buisness . These nigga's just dont give a damn no more . Its sad .

I made my way back outside in search of Chance since I couldnt find this Greg nigga but stopped dead in my tracks when I saw some hoe  in my man mouth . It was the most disgusting thing ever ! That bitch had her tounge ALL up in Chance mouth ! I stormed past the people , knocking things over until I reached them .

"Who are you ?" , I asked the girl as she pulled away from CJ smilling .

"C , imma go . I'll call you baby ."

I grabbed the bitch by her tracks , slinging her on the ground and beating the shit out her ass .

"NICKI STOP !" , Chance yelled as I did and stepped on the bitch spitting on her . "God I swear your an embarrassment ."

"Fuck you and that two dolla hoe ."

I headed back inside . Once I calmed down , I just decided to leave until I felt someone pull at my arm .

"Damn nigga ! Brake my arm off !" , I whine till I look up to see it was the Greg dude CJ was talking about .

"C'mon lil' bitch ."

I rolled my eyes heading upstairs to an empty room . He kept grabbing at my ass , biting my neck and breathing hard which making me a little uncomfortable .

"Look , can we get in the room first ?! Dang , its not that serious !" , I shout .

He pushed me against the door placing his arm over my neck tightly breathing hard . Im used to the harsh treatment but he was really pissing me off and I just wanted to go home and study .

"Look bitch , Im tired of yo fuckin' mouth . You either give me the pussy or I get it myself !"

I smiled through the pain having a hard time breathing . "Bitch nigga ."

He gave me an evil smirk punching me in the stomach and reaching into my jeans . It didnt really phase me . He pulled his pants down doing his dirt as I stood there . Ive been in this situation so many times , Im all out of tear over it .

"What the fuck ?!?"

I turned to see some dude standing there till he finally came to conclusion I wanted no part of this .

"Get off her !"

He pulled the nigga by his shirt onto the ground beating the shit out of him . I pulled back up my jeans fixing my shirt .

"You okay ma ?" , he asked reaching for my hand but I yanked it away .

"I can take care of myself , thank you ." , I said with plenty of attitude .

"You were getting raped and you taking it out on me ! I swear you fees have no type of chill ."

"This fee gotta name ! And trust me , I know what the fuck I was doing ."

"What ? Standing there ? Wishing it was all over ? I know your kind , try to play like you dont give a fuck when really , that shit is eating you up alive . . . You dont have to cry to show your pain . . . But I dont care so do whatever ."

Damn , that was deep . Its like he's known me all my life . He walked off as I bit my lip contemplating on what to do .

"Wait !"

He turned back around as I ran toward him . We walked together going out through the back as I avoided CJ who was on to the next hoe . I shook my head smiling , I don't even care .

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We arrived at his dorm as he allowed me in . It looked like a buch of dudes lived it it because all you saw were posters of half naked girls , trophies and more crap . As he went to the bathroom , I sat on a bed till I heard snoring and got up quickly . I walked over to the empty bed making myself comfortable till the guy came out in basketball shorts and a tank top . I crossed my legs tightly as he took a seat next to me . His body was on point my G !

"You look familiar ."

"We have Creative Writing together ." , he said as I nodded .

"Cool ."

"Look , about what i said , I d-"

"I know . I appreciate everything you did ."

"Its coo . Why you just let him do that to you ?"

I chuckled looking away . "Why not ? I was getting paid afterwards so there was no reason to really just put up a fight ."

"So you a hoe , huh ?"

"Nah son . I just make my money in strange ways ."

He smiled while nodding . Awww , he's actually pretty cute ! Darkskin , tattoos all over the place , tall , just perfection !

"So your nigga , how does that work ?"

Chance is the last person I want to worry about . Ugh , fuck him and them rusty ass bitches ! "I dont care ."

He oh'ed and just layed down next to me as I scooted away .

"Go ahead and get some sleep . I'll walk you to your dorm in the morning ."

I nodded and smiled . This is the nicest a dude has ever been nice to me . Well , only if they wanted a free Fuck but thats besides the point ... I might actually have a friend !