My lovely bully EXO CHEN

First Something

"I am saying I love you!!"

This one sentence was freaking enough to run me through storm..I looked at him like one minute..

He took my hand in his hands and asked in soft voice,

"what happened?"

-"Say again .. Say again that you love me .."

He touched my face and said, " I love you.. "

I almost drank his confession like a thirsty bird.. hitting small punches on his chest , I said,

"If you loved me like this, you could have just said it.. why did you do those staffs with me ?"

"afraid. I was just afraid that you might reject me.."

Jongdae stopped for a while , smiled a little ,

" Unmeyeong.. destiny.. may be these words really have something with us.. I wrote a lyrics for the first time just on the day you joined in our school.. bt I was not so sure about my writing, I wanted but I thought it's not good enough.. I left it but when I decided to take it back , I saw you reading the lyrics ,,the smile on your lips,, I wish I could say my heart that time "

I remembered that day..

"how could someone leave those lovely words I couldn't understand that day..make sure that you will write and you won't leave singing !"

Jongdae pulled me to his closer suddenly, touching my bangs softly he said,

"then make sure you won't leave me.."

" okay okay..I won't"

"though we are not from the same nation, though your eyes are quite different from me , I just want you to see me with that eyes of you .."

I was about to cry , but biting my lips I said, " arasso ,lets do it from now"

On the next second , I felt Jongdae lips on my lips..was it for 1 minute ? I swear , 1 minute is too much for kissing.. each second gonna swallow your heartbeat..my hands hold his shirt so tight that it could torn apart.. I was out of my breath, but I just couldn't break it.. 

I had my first kiss that day.. I was so happy that I had it with him..

With Jongdae..