forgotten ✧ jinson

elf.

while jinyoung really was okay with what jackson did, there was a little part of him that was kind of upset over it. coincidentally, junmyeom asked him out for a few drinks a couple days after jinyoung was told about jackson and mark. jinyoung tried to call jackson to ask if the elder wanted to go as well, but he didn't answer his phone.

so, the two classmates, junmyeom and jinyoung, sat together at a local bar. they decided to have a competition to see who could drink the most and had already downed a few shots. jinyoung set his previous glass down and stared intensely at junmyeon, who was almost unaffected by the amount of alcohol he had consumed so far.

junmyeon turned his head to stare at jinyoung in return, but the younger suddenly leaned forward. his movements were a little to quick, however, and he fell forward onto junmyeon's lap. jinyoung looked up with his lips pouted slightly, making eye contact with the upperclassman. "kiss me," he ordered, earning a concerned look from junmyeon.

"i thought you were dating jackson...?" the elder trailed off. jinyoung tilted his head, confused. "you're not jackson?" he asked and a second later, junmyeon stood up, pulling jinyoung with him. "you're drunk, let's go." the upperclassman dragged a whining jinyoung out of the bar and into his car.

junmyeon had some difficulty getting jinyoung to stay seated in the passenger's seat, but they made it safely to the dormitory jackson and jinyoung stayed in. however, he had know clue which room was jinyoung's. luckily, he worked on a project with jackson a couple days ago so he knew which room belonged to the brunette.

the upperclassman had to carry jinyoung up the stairs on his back, again with some difficulty. he carefully put jinyoung down and knocked on the door to jackson's room. the two in the hallway waited for a moment before the door finally opened and there stood jackson in all of his shirtless glory.

junmyeon nudged jinyoung forward a bit and the younger tripped over his own feet, almost knocking jackson over as he clung onto the brunette. jackson glanced between the two other boys and opened his mouth to speak, but junmyeon was already backing away. "have fun," he said with a wink before jogging back the way he came.

jackson furrowed his eyebrows, but dragged jinyoung into his room and closed the door. "what's up, jinyoungie?" he asked while staring down at the younger boy. jinyoung looked up at jackson with a look of awe, feeling like he just solved a puzzle. "jackson!" he exclaimed.

the raven-haired boy reached up to press his hands against jackson's chest and slowly pushed the brunette backwards until his calves hit the foot of his bed. jackson plopped down onto the bed and stared up at jinyoung with a confused look on his face. "are you fee—"

jackson instantly closed his mouth when jinyoung took it upon himself to sit on his lap. he ran his hands through jackson's hair and down his bare back, causing goosebumps to form on the elder's skin. the younger of the two felt somewhat exhausted, eyelids heavy, but he ignored it because all he wanted right now was the boy in front of him.

jinyoung leaned forward and connected his lips with jackson's, smirking a bit when he heard jackson take in a quick breath. he took that moment to slip his tongue between the brunette's parted lips. jackson almost immediately flinched away from the kiss when the taste of alcohol spread throughout his mouth.

jinyoung paused when jackson pulled away and looked down at him with a confusion expression. "what's wrong?" he asked. after he asked that question, a thought popped into his head and his expression morphed into one of hurt. "am i not good enough anymore... because... i'm not mark?" jinyoung managed to mumbled out.

jackson's heart twisted in his chest and he reached up to brush a strand of hair away from jinyoung's face. "of course you're good enough, babe, you're more than enough..." he said softly. he hated it when jinyoung felt insecure.

tears filled jinyoung's eyes and he let out a shaky breath. "then why did you pull away?" the raven-haired boy pouted, trying to blink away the tears, but that caused them to run down his cheeks. jackson sighed and lay jinyoung down on the bed, wiping away his tears with his thumbs. "because you're drunk and you get really sick when you drink." he informed the younger before leaving his side.

jackson quickly went into the bathroom to fetch the empty trashcan just in case jinyoung needed to throw up and returned only a few seconds later, not wanting to leave his boyfriend alone for too long. jinyoung didn't get drunk often, but jackson always knew exactly how to care for him when he did.

jinyoung was already beginning to fall asleep, so jackson set the trashcan next to the bed and proceeded by undressing the boy. he left him in his boxers before pulling up the blankets to cover jinyoung's now half-naked body. jackson crawled under the blankets next to jinyoung and rolled onto his side so he could keep an eye on jinyoung.

jackson wrapped an arm around jinyoung's waist and pulled him a little closer, jackson's chest almost touching the latter's back. jinyoung's skin already felt very warm so jackson discarded one of the blankets before continuing to stare worriedly at his boyfriend.

after a few minutes, jinyoung grabbed onto jackson's hand and pulled the brunette closer, not caring about whether or not it made him feel too hot. "do you still love me?" he asked, despite being unsure if jackson was still awake.

the younger of the two smiled discreetly when jackson nodded his head. "i love you, park jinyoung." jackson whispered, which sent shivers down jinyoung's spine. jinyoung returned the statement and they both fell asleep soon after that.

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i hope you liked this chapter bc i actually feel satisfied with it

i will forever lowkey fear someone disliking one of my chapters smh

fair warning that i have no clue what i want to happen in the next chapter so it might take another ten years for me to update oops 👀