Inner Voices

fear

Im so confused right now
What should i do
Where should i go?
Its like answering a riddle that i dont really know

My head is aching
My heart is tired, though it keeps on fighting
Im old enough to know whats wrong and whats right
Yet why does my mind and heart continue to fight

Everyone keeps in saying that you should follow your heart
But what if i did follow and end up falling apart
Everyone acts like love is everything
If this is true, then why have i been left with nothing

People keep saying that lifes one big gamble
Acting like sacrifice is just that simple​
Why do people keep in saying try something new
They keep on insisting it without knowing the fear of trying something queery in your own point of view

So if life means sacrificing everything you have
Or if love means falling for someone that might not catch you
Can someone please show me where to go or what to do
Can someone free me from this conffusion im into

Yes, i might be a coward
Im afraid of falling
Im afraid of sacrificing each and everything
Because in the end, i might be left broken apart
Or left with nothing to use in order to restart