Hopeless Romantic Me

Happy Monthsary Babe

MyQueen Katherine, 

Firsr off, I wanna say Happy Seventh Monthsary :)

You're currently in between being awake and asleep, as you are like rocking in the attempt to fall into a deep slumber for once. You're mumbling, and tossing, and turning, and these kills me as I know you're exhausted. Every little sound is waking you, which frustrates me a little, because you need your sleep. Luckily weekend is near.

Basically, I'm writing this to explain everything that I have lately.

That I love you more than I ever thought possible. I've said these words in the past but honestly, I haven't really loved this much until now. I admit I fell for them at one point, but it was mainly just infatuation and not love. I guess growing up has made me realize that, and so have you. I've finalky found someone I connect with, not just in mentality, but physicality and spirituality as well. I feel at peace with you as mine, I've never felt like that. I've always had to chase and try hard to make the puzzle pieces connect with others, but with you babe, it all falls into place without forcing it at all. I have yet to build a clear picture with anyone, it's been mismatched pieces smashed together with broken hearts, false intention, and one-sided effort. You and I have pieced together the surrounding for our future picture, the foundation so to say. I see a beautiful future together, full of happiness, two-party decisions, and whole-hearted efforts.

You are everything all I could ever wished for in a partner, and have always thought was too good for me. Sometimes I still think that, and wonder how did I manage to get someone so gorgeous, loving caring, adorable, and just perfect. Then I remember to never question your love, and be grateful you chose me.

I know how depressing to fall asleep alone, how little you even want to move from bed each day, how you wish so much to just not be conscious to the world around us until we're back in each others arms. I get the pain baby, I feel it the same way as you do because your pain is my pain. As much as this is killing us, we know it's worth it, the thought of being with you so soon.

Seven, it's one number behind Eight and one above Six. It's a single digit, low on the spectrum from one to infinity but in the relation of months together, this number seven has brought forward a future, and guaranteed a spot for us in it, together to the end.

So basically dear girlfriend.

I love you, I love you with my heart in its whole state, as damaged as it is. You are my everything and the only reason I wake. I will push and struggle through whatever it takes to get to our future.

Lastly babe, I cannot wait for the day where I change the title of my girl, to my wife, to the mother of my children.

I love you so much Katherine , and that's a promise of eternity.

Yours forever,   

Your Prince

A/N: This is a copy of the letter I wrote for her during our seventh monthsary. She was a callcenter agent during this time based in Cebu City, at pangnightshift sya nun so sobrang bothered ako kapag umuuwi sya at pagod na pagod due to stress and also dahil sa graveyard shift nya. We couldn't be together during those times kasi nasa Cagayan de Oro ako at nag-aaral kaya ang nagiging hobby ko pag nasa duty sya eh gumawa ng mga notes para mabasa nya pag nag out na sya from work, and these somewhat made her happy. This is one of those letters/notes.