Fast Lane - Stoffel Vandoorne

Prologue

They say things happen for a reason. That everything will be okay. But what if you don't believe that? Because sometimes, it feels like it's the end, as if things won't get better.

Some people have bad luck, bad things always happening to them, no matter how good they are. And some people have only good things happening to them.

But that's not me. To me, only bad things happen. I can't think of a reason why they happen, so I don't understand how people can say that they happen with reasons. What can be a possible reason to why bad things happen to me?

I always thought that one day, things will get better, that I'd feel better. But when the person I loved most died, I died inside. I felt like I couldn't breath anymore, as if this was it. Maybe, the universe need someone to take things out on, and that person is me. Maybe, people just hate me, wanting to punish me for some twisted reason. Or maybe, I just deserve it.

And after everything, I started to believe that it was my life, me deserving the pain. I stopped believing that things would be okay. I stopped trusting people, I stopped living. Until one day, I thought things finally got better. Someone cared for me, someone loved me. I got hope, hope that things would be good, after all. But just like that, my hope vanished, when that person hurt me as well.

Will things ever be okay?