Happy? Maybe. I haven't been happy in a while. It has been hard, life has been hard......fear of never being good enough is tough........but happiness will come soon....the stress will leave soon......right? In some cases it's a yes. Others......not so much. It all depends on where you live. It depends on who you hang out with. Sometimes it depends on the person you are dating. Me, I've been upset, depressed, stressed, the list goes on.....but I have found my happiness. He makes me happy to the point where I can't stop smiling. He's my world. My reason to smile. He was a friend then he became more......he liked me then he loved me. He is the reason that I'm still breathing, the reason my heart keeps beating. He is my happiness........i love him oh so dearly.
