Feels

Death

That moment, that it just stops.

Everything stops and you can sense nothing will ever be the same. 

He is gone.

She is gone.

And neither of them are coming back. 

And the weight of depression and loss is piled onto you, and you can't breathe. It hurts to think. It hurts to feel. It just....hurts.

Everything seems useless.

Meaningless. 

And they are gone. And you can't do anything to bring them back. 

So you go through the depression. 

The pain. 

The thoughts.

The memories.

Everything.

And you cry... you cry because you've held every emotion in for so long trying to be strong for the ones around you, because you know they feel the same way as you, if not worse.

Then when you're alone. You just break.

With no one around.

No one to say it's gonna be ok.

No one to hold you.

No one to just sit and cry with you.  

It's those moments. You're lost after losing them.

And all you want are those moments back, when you still had them, so you can cherish them and the time you had with them.

Losing someone to a death, how ever the death occurred, is hard on the people around them. 
Stay close to the people around you.... you never know when they might be lost forever. 

Death is horrible.

Death is leaving.

Death is .... deep pain for everyone around the world.