Once i left my mom's house i didn't have anywhere to go, i was on the streets for a week, after that someone came and offered me a deal i couldn't deny.I didn't feel proud of it, but it got me the money to survive in the busy city of Seoul.
I was on my day off, but for the last 4 years i have gone to that bar working there everyday, and even went there on my days off. I didn't know nothing else besides. Alcohol, Sex and drugs.
I walk in there and the music is so loud, There is many people dancing, Some are eating each other out on the sofas and some where in the private rooms with the prostitutes or partners but mostly people they just meet while dancing.
I go and get my drinks, i drink and drink till i feel like i might pass out.
"Hey, This is how you spend your day off?" i turn to my left and see Byeol as her name means "Star". she was a star on this bar, She was mostly known for being the most wanted prostitute of this bar, All the men wanted to sleep with her, i mean who wouldn't, she wasn't ugly.
"I feel good when I'm drunk and high" Is all i say and i keep drinking.
"Well, That man hasn't stopped looking at you ever since you sat down" She points to my right and i turn to see a man, But He was those creepy men on the bars.
"Disgusting" i say and i stand up and go to dance.It didn't matter how much i smoked whatever drug i was given or how much alcohol i drank, i still felt a whole inside me.
"Wanna go outside" This boy who i don't know his name but i have been dancing with, asks.
"Sure" He holds my hand and walks me outside, i just followed him, i Was too drunk to control myself.
We get into an alley next to the bar and i feel his hands on my hips.
"Wanna have some fun here" He kisses my neck, I Didn't like this, I did this for money, but today i wasn't working, i Don't feel good, i want to leave, i don't like this man. He just keeps touching me and i feel his hand going up my thigh.
"No, stop" I try to push him away but he is too strong and i am too drunk. he keeps touching me. "Stop" he didn't stop.
"I said stop" I slap him and that make him back away a few steps but i just fucked up even more.
He slapped me twice.
Then Pushed me to the wall.
And lastly kicked me."Stupid Slut" I saw the man leaving me there, i tried to get up, but i was too weak, The combination of alcohol and whatever drug that guy gave weren't doing me any good.
I get myself up some how and start walking on the street.
This is the life i choose, So i have to bear with it.
I was walking till i fell again, and this time i couldn't get up.
I Passed out.
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I open my eyes and i'm on a bed, But is not mine.
"You woke up" I look at the door and i see a man, He was tall and had a strong figure and looked a little older than me.
"Who are you?" I have never seen him before, he have never come to the bar before.
"I'm Jooheon, And i saved you" He says and stands in front of me. "Whats your name?" He sits on the bed, Why did he save me, And brought me to his house?
"I'm hyo-in"
"That's not a common name" he comes closer to my face. "That man sure hit you hard" How did he know about what happened?
"How do you know that?"
"I saw him running away from that alley and i got curious to why he was running, i saw you there on the ground but when i came back with my car you were gone"
"but then i found you on the floor pass out a few streets away from the bar and now you are here" He says and smiles and his eyes get smaller.
"Well i have to go" I say and i stand up, but then i noticed i'm not wearing the dress i had before. "Who changed me?"
"Me, but i swear i covered my eyes."
"Whatever, where is my clothes?" I needed to go home, and get away from this man, i wanted to be alone.
"They are washing, so i think you will have to wait till they are dry" He grabs something from his desk and then hands it to me.
They are pills.
"take this and your head will stop hurting"
"i never said my head hurt" i hand it back go him.
"Your hit the ground when you pass out, so just take those"
"No"
"I saved you and I don't get a thanks?" He looks offended and his face does a funny thing but i don't laugh, i did.
"i never asked for your help, get me my clothe i don't care if they are not dry i will wear them like that" i look at him, waiting for him to leave and get my clothe.
"Come with me" is all he says and exits the room with me following him.
I look around the house and he much be rich like really rich this looks like a palace.We go into the laundry room. But this not any laundry room this is as big as a bedroom.
"you know you can just take my clothes" He look at me over his shoulder.
"Whatever" i say and get my dress from his hands, i looked outside the window and it was really dark probably around 3 am in the morning.
I find my heels at the entrance and grab them, i turn around and look at Jooheon.
"I'm leaving" i pause for a moment. "Thanks" i turn around and i open the door, but in that moment it started raining, like really hard.
How lucky i am. Note my sarcasm.
"Looks like you will have to stay" Jooheon says and closes the door.
Fuck my life.
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Fanfiction"What am I without the pieces of me that I've ruined?" ----- Monsta X's Jooheon fanfiction