Sometimes I wish I had amnesia, maybe then I wouldn't feel so much pain maybe i would be a bit more normal but then I would wonder why I wanted amnesia in the first place every thing would get confusing and complicated. I'd wonder we're my parents are why I live with my aunt, in the end the pain will never go away it will always be there laughing at me never leaving me alone following me to my grave.
The only thing I can do is sing let my emotions out, letting my hands slide across the piano playing notes that match my heart beat, close my eyes and forget that I'm in a classroom. The good memories that now leave my heart aching those afternoons I used to sing with them the same song, the same tune, the same person playing but missing two.
I can hear your heart
On the radio beat
They're playing 'Chasing Cars'
And I thought of us
Back to the time,
You were lying next to me
I looked across and fell in love
So I took your hand
Back through lamp lit streets I knew
Everything led back to you
So can you see the stars?
Over Amsterdam
You're the song my heart is
Beating to
I don't know why I decided to sing this song it has to many bittersweet memories. I haven't even sang it in years it feels lonely singing it now I remember how one would play the guitar and the other would pretend to play the drums, always so stubborn that one never listened,
I can see the stars from America...
I open my eyes to see the hole class staring... crap I forgot I was in a classroom no one had ever heard me sing on my own- at least not in school. The bell ring and I walk out of class I have history AKA my nap time.
"Louis wait up mate" someone yelled from behind witch means I ran the hell out of there but who ever called me must have been fast because I'm being grabbed from behind crap.
"Louis your voice is beautiful you sang with so much emotion that was actually the first time I ever saw any emotion on your face that isn't your 'look at me and I'll b*tch slap you' face" said the curly frog and me being me gave him the 'leave me alone or get b*tch slapped ' face and ignored him walking to my nap class.
But frogy being frogy followed me, why are human frogs like this do they like to be ignored time after time.
I walked into class to see rainbow unicorn in my seat talking to a model that must have walked into the wrong building because I'm pretty sure this is nap class not the VOGUE runway.
"Hey Louis come sit here meet Zayn" I walk over only because that's the only free seat witch is beside unicorn... grate.
"Hey so Niall says he's staying with you good luck with that mate he will empty your fridge with in the first hour" said the VOGUE model, damn his jaw line is sharp.
"As long as he doesn't talk to me he can do whatever" I said to him then I fell asleep.
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"Louis wake up class is over" someone from my right said then I felt a hand on my shoulder what the heck normally everyone just ignores me and lets me sleep.
"Come on mate wake up" said another voice to my left. I lift my head up to see four people around me rainbow unicorn, tall Tarzan, lost model and the last person was Ricky Martin's brother.
"You woke me up from my tea time with satan why?" If you see someone peacefully sleeping don't wake them up it's rude unless you buy them food after but still rude.
Tarzan looked me in the eyes and smirked "your coming with me and I'm not taking no for an answer oh and this is Liam" he said pointing at Ricky Martin's brother.
"Where are you taking me Tarzan?"
"Really Tarzan? And we're going to eat lunch together"
"I'll let you pick Tarzan or frogy?"
The other three started laughing while frogy started blushing I just smirked waiting for the his answer.
"Fine Tarzan"
"Frogy it is"
Im evil
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