risky.
this is risky.
for the person i'm aiming for might read this.
but nevertheless, if they are, then this chapter's for you.
you're so confusing, i know you know. did you also know that when people are confusing, i find them interesting?
confusing is exciting. that must be why i took interest in you. confusing even yourself sometimes, you're a mess. a mess that i'd willingly tangle into.
but now, here i am. the consequences of confusing binding me to you. attached, i plan to never let go, which is ridiculous. because you've already cut ties with me, to you i'm only a friend.
you told me you loved me remember? then the next day you're ignoring my presence. so in turn i tried to copy your ways, but it didn't work, did it? i only confused myself, and got myself more tangled to you on how you easily figured me out.
maybe i'm not for you. maybe it's because i can't figure you out.
you're a confusing mess. a confusing mess with the prospect of excitement leading to my interest. interest. interest. who would've known that interest could turn into love?
you're a confusing mess. a confusing mess that i'm already tangled in, and sadly i can't find it in me to cut the ties, because you're a confusing mess and that's the reason why i fell for you in the first place.
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