The Lyrics Of Us | Camila/You

Crash and Burn (Chapter 1)

So I guess it's over baby Deja Vu again

"GOD Y/N YOU'RE SO GOD DAMN ANNOYING WE'RE DONE." Those where the last words that I heard before my now ex-girlfriend, Madison, slammed the door in my face.

Who'd have thought that time done stop and somehow girl the world keeps spinning

I should have guessed she'd be pissed when I told her my most recent news. I'm going on tour with the girl who broke my heart, Camila Cabello. I didn't have a choice, my manager is forcing me to open for her tour. I'm assuming she's not thrilled about seeing me either. This is gonna be a long six months

And guess I've turned myself into a solitary man

Camila and I were really close when she auditioned for the X Factor. It was hard with her being so far away, and I tried to be the best girlfriend/boyfriend I could be but she ended up ignoring me for 3 years so she got her point across of not wanting to be with me.

Ain't like I'm the only one, that's in the shoes that I am

I guess I still love her. I don't think I could ever forgive her. She ruined me. Made me the person I am today. I can't keep a relationship and I kinda just sleep around with women. There's other men/women who do that too though I guess.

Do ya hear that? I'm right back. At the sound of lonely calling. Do you hear that?.It's where I'm at. It's the sound of teardrops falling down, down. A slamming door and a lesson learned. I let another lover crash and burn

I wish I could understand why she left me. I can't keep a date now because they all find out about her eventually. I haven't had a relationship that's lasted longer than a year. Damn. I'm just realizing that now. That's kinda sad for a 20 year old. She and I were together for 6 years though so I guess that's why. And Madison was my third girlfriend this month. I'm not a fuckboy/fuckgirl, I just can't keep a relationship. Why should Camila affect me so much? I'll just forget about her.... wait, I'll be touring with her in two days. Shit.