Pain Of A Girl (On Hold)

Chapter-1

Six o'clock in the morning and the city is already astir. Sunlight shines under the door like a monster grin, yet gives the shutters a aura of golden rays. That's the new morning, sinner and saint, just like me. Sleep drags me backward until a new thought can penetrate - I have the chance to achieve more than yesterday if I move now. The bed is warm, the breeze are cold, yet my feet swing outward into the chill. Turning off the alarm that sounds like a sweet song which I choose to sleep more but,life can't get what we want.

I know that this morning will go according to schedule like everyday, which I almost hate but, it's best to be in university than to be in home well don't get me wrong, once I choose to tell about my life even you feel the same.

Well,I'm not that girl who dreams of her life with full of excitement, may be I used too but, everything was shattered 3 years ago.I was broken beyond repair, betrayal, broken trust, heartbreak.It's a hard thing to go through and the pain it's real isn't like a tangible pain..almost as if that person I can't even think bad about him even now after such pain he gave.Throughout the time we were together and emblazoned our hearts with tiny little hooks and now one by one they are being wretched out..sounds dramatic but, that's how it felt to me.

This breakup has been the most significant in my life so far. I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with him. The harsh reality of that no longer being the case can be a lot to deal with.

Coming to present,I quickly done my daily morning routines and got ready with usual and casual dressing,skinny jeans and blue t-shirt with minimal makeup,like eyeliner and lip balm. With that I went done to dinning area only to be greeted by my mom and dad.

"Good Morning mom and dad"I greeted both of them by checking what's there to eat.

"Good Morning Honey"Greeted my dad with keeping the newspaper a side.

Like you see,i'm daddy's girl off-course i love my mom it's not that i don't but,she a bit strict with everything,compared to my dad.They are good parents to say,they give everything even if i don't need it,they pamper me alot cause i'm the only child to them as i don't have any siblings.Dad has his own business and look after it,mom is a homemaker. Apparently we are rich but,i'm not that type to show my richness.Being and introvert i prefer to be in my own world most of the time rather to say i'm unpopular.I just hate attention it just suffocates me more...i brought out of my thoughts by my mom's voice.

"Honey why you are zoned out?is there any problem now a days you are not at all in your stable mind,i called you more than five time but there's no reply"said mom.

"Maa it's nothing i'm just thinking about my project"I lied,of-course i'm used to it.

"Accha fine,don't stress yourself much see you even lost some weight"mom said,great she is thinking i'm stressing my self from studying.How can i say that i was broken.

"no maa i didn't,anyway i'm leaving ishu will be waiting for me"i said,well ishita my ishu my bestfriend and my soul stister she is the only person one i have now.Even my past friends betray me,just broken my trust.

I took my car keys and came out of my house as fast as i can to avoid future questions,and starting driving to my university..well another routine day with not much interest.

By the way my name is Meghna.