We Can't Escape From Everything But Instead We Have To Face It
I wish i could escape from everything. Not think about how the future will go, or how the present will face. I wish i could escape from everything so that I can enjoy every bit of us-- perfectly imperfect bits of you. I wish i could escape so that you won't think about the boys flirting around me. So that you will be assured that you're the only one who'll I love for the rest of my life.
But i can't...
I can still remember vividly when I first saw you-- you were sparkling and your smile killed me inside. I still remembered how the first kissed went, it was so magical and from there I knew it was you who I was looking for. You smiled at me and you told me that you love me. Again, I died inside.
Months pass by, predicaments and sufferings became a major issue to us. You loved me less because of the times that I want to give up. No. I don't want to lose you, I just want you to be happy and everything felt blue. But love and time helped us. It healed us, and we blew everything out of the water. We loved each other much more than we are giving before-- so much than before.
Last night, I told you everything I feel-- every single fear. You didn't say anything but instead you hugged me. You wiped away my tears, all of my fears and that is also why I'm here by your side right now-- I'm ready to wipe your fears away. I'm ready to love you for everything you do, every ups and downs, every night that you're drunk, every sad morning, every tear I will be there for you, every single success no matter how big or small it is, I'll be there to celebrate it with you, every single rejection I will be there to make you happy, every single mistake I will be there to correct you and help you.
I wish we could escape from everything, but we can't. But we need to face it together, we should face it together.
