My Life
I keep running running to the
Nearest exit I never bothered to stop
And looking back because of my past it haunts,
Me cause all the things I buried inside
And it never came to life
I was pushed aside like
Others do with their lives so many
Lost and so many goodbye but I still
Fought because all that I lost it
Still worth to be found.
I took a look at my life
And I said what the hell
Got people lining up just to help
Me but I cut them off like my
Friends did to me it was only
Matter of time I had to say
Another goodbye it didn't matter any ways
Cause it happens all the time.
I moved here and and everywhere
It almost seem I didn't belong anywhere
My mama was fed up with my drama
Talked back like she was a friend of mine
Who I have give no respect but
you heard of that saying
"a women brought you in this world
So you have no right to disrespect her"
That sure did hit me because she did
I feel like every time someone who
takes one Look at me they can see my past
not even an hello, they walk the other way
aint that a lesson what goes around comes around
but I have letter for the
Dear past thank you for the lesson
P.s I ready future.
To me it is hard to write your life
Down caused your living it, there's only 18 years
To act little but the rest you're on your own
There's no end it just a place you
Stop in a story your life is not a story
Remind yourself it okay to not to be perfect
Start where you
Be who you are and do what you
Can, to be not known as the girl
Who beats the blood out of someone
Or the girl who cant be trusted
Cause everything she says is a joke to her, but
Not to others it reality what they show
in the theater is What they want you to believe.
Believing it what you know that's true inside your heart.
But I say now I've mistakes you
Think I don't know it written on
My forehead I've might not be like you
But don't judge. I told myself
Being different isn't bad why cause
Iam not afraid of being myself
Today I am better person I was raised
With goodly parents iam a cadet is sure damn
Confident I am Jessie su'a so don't tell me who to be.
