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I woke up to the sound of a slamming door which made a peice of paper fall .

Im sorry but yo ass sleep heavy and I couldnt wake you up for nothing so you can just throw on a pair of my sweats and jacket and during your lunch , go change later .
(dont know your name)

I smiled while stretching . This dude really is cool . Woke up , still got on clothes , no harm done or nothing . We need more nigga's like him .

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I walked back to the main campus rushing into my third period algebra since I wasnt good at that from day one .

"Miss Maraj , late ." , Professor Heartly told me as I took a seat in the middle .

"Sorry , over slept ."

She turned around going back to the board as I quickly jotted down a few notes .

Class was over finally and I was starving . Once I talked to Heartly and got my missing assignments , I saw Chance waiting at the door with this mean ass look on his face . I walked right past him rolling my eyes . Im not mad about the girls , Im mad at the fact he was basiclly taking up for them . I know we dont love each other and all but damn !

"So you gone tell me what the hell got into you at the party ?" , CJ asked while he walked me to the back .

"Nothing .I mean , last time I checked , I was ya girl ."

"True , but you know what it do ."

I nodded . "Maybe Im just tired of what it do ."

Before I knew it , I felt his tight grip around my neck lifting me up in the air . I refuse to show pain so I just closed my eyes as tight as I could placing my hand over his .

"You tryna leave me Nic ? Huh ?! After all the shit I do for you ? Secrets we've shared , you really think thats gone happen ?"

I squealed to let him know I was close to passing out so he literally dropped me on the ground and walked back to the campus . I cleaned off the sweats wiping the tears from my eyes and headed back to class . This isnt the first time Chance has put his hands on me and Im sure it aint his last .

I was walking through an old hallway which was a shortcut till I bumped into someone .

"My bad ." , we said at the same time causing us to both laugh a little . I looked and my smile went away instantly .

"Shit !" , was all I said as I ran off . He chased me all the way to the other hallway till I felt him grab me by my long ass weave . I fell to the ground as he climbed on top of me .

"I see someone else got to you before I did ." , he said reffering to my neck .

"I have a class to get to dickhead ."

"Then I'll make it quick ."

He lifted up the jacket kissing all down my body as I laid there counting but 1's and singing a J. Cole song in my head .

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He finally got his nut as he rushed off . Before he left , he slapped the dog shit out of me . I know I wasnt going to make it class now so I just limped back to my dorm stripping out of that dudes close sitting in the scorching hot water that filled my tub . Perfect by Cam Meekins came making mt close my eyes and sympathize with it .

I threw on a half shirt and some tights just putting my hair into a bun . As I sat on my bed surrounded by homework , I noticed my camera to the side of me and smiled . I grabbed it walking over to my big mirror and took a crap load of pictures postimg them on Instagram and Tumblr .

This one is for the real people that fucked with me since day one . . .

I got likes in a matter of minutes as I just layed down thinking away making all my problems feel lile they were all fading away .

I know its short -.- Im sowwieeeee .