I'm adopted?

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Hi I'm Sophia Isabel Gonzalez I'm 15 years old. I have been told I look nothing like my parents. And I don't fit in at the school I go to but I have three amazing friends there names are Bella, Jessica and Chloe but Chloe is related to me but she's my best friend still. They have all been there for me when I need them. And if you don't understand what I go through then I will tell you.
Back when I was very young at the age of eight my father had died from a really bad car crash. Everyone knew he wouldn't make it from the surgery he had when they rushed him to the hospital it was too late. It was really hard for me and my mom to here what happened to him. Many years later when I was thirteen one of my best friends had killed himself his name was Jackson. I loved him like my own brother that I never had he was always there for me and my other friends, he got into a lot of fights with the guys that bullied me, but it got worse over the years.
Last year I was getting pushed down by them and some other people I never understood why this happens to me. Then this year I have gotten beaten up by my bully's I would always come home with bruises or a bloody nose. I would go home and lock myself in my room and cut myself. My mom would end up working late so I never really get to see her. I feel so a lone all the time I don't have my dad with me anymore and my best friend.
But luckily it's almost summer break so I don't have to go to he-i mean school.