As of now, I'm supposed to be dead.
By raw chance that you know who I am, through followers or through someone spilling the beans
I did it for a reason. I needed a new crowd. I'm not the kind of person to stay with the exact same group of people for eternity. I ventured off and made sure I did it in a way where no one would attempt to contact me.
Unfortunately, I rushed the plan and didn't think through all of the problems.
If you know who I am, leave a vote and go. I don't wish to talk to you. Not that I don't like you, but you may not like me. "He" will manipulate you to believe I did this in bitter taste to spite you.
While I am a horrible person, I didn't do anything to spite anyone but "Him". He insulted me, turned people on me, and told me my father deserved to have cancer and I deserved to be poor. He tried to find loopholes because he can't accept that he's wronged someone. He blocks out guilt. He feels nothing, and refusing to feel anything except pride.
He is a Hitler. He can say anything shitty, and make it sound right. He almost had me fooled for a moment.
But don't listen to him. He's only bitter and salted with anger.
How about this-
My Dad deserves cancer because I hurt his feelings and he's acting childish and doesn't wanna forgive me for hurting said feelings.
"Everything he says is something offensive or a slur".
Yea. That's true. And here's the deal-
I'm Mr. LowLife. I am cruel. I am rude. I'm offensive. If you don't like me, don't listen to me. I'll accept no crowd rather than a crowd of people who get offended when I say, "Faggot", or "Whore". If I don't like you, I will let you know if you wanna know. Come up to me, and I'm an honest, yet brutally honest individual.
This is the internet, Kiddo. Relax. You're battles for Social Justice aren't accomplishing anything. Get a life. Find a focus for yourself. Drop your narcissism boner. I may be a "sad edgy teenage asshole", but I don't brag about it. I make it clear, because I don't feel shame. I accept my faults, and if I wanna change them, I'll change them.
And for anyone worried, I'm going sober. It's not gonna get worse. I'm turning over a new leaf. I'm Mr LowLife Now. Refer to me as LowLife. Cause that's who I am. I'm not gonna be the kind, innocent, sweet little memeboy you all cracked me up to be. I'm done with it. I'll enjoy my own company, and the people I have a sliver of care about.
I'm selfish, and I did a selfless action. Greif is for a moment, but knowledge is for an eternity. I'm dead. Understood?
