I may be a depressed girl but that should stop people from making front of me but it doesn't, they still do they never stop. "Hey Lila, Over here you depressed freak" says Matt. Why do they have to be so cruel!? Why me? "Leave me alone" I say. "Awe is, Someone scared" says Matt. I run home and I don't look back, I go into my room and cry into my pillow. I lift my head off of the people and see my mascara all over the pillow. Moms gonna be pissed, I think to myself. I bring the pillow to the washing machine and I wash it. Since the back door is in the room right next to the laundry room I go outside to the rose, garden and I look at the roses. I take a thorn and cut my arm, five times. "142" I say. 142 times I have cut myself I think to myself! I hear a noise coming from the front yard so I go to the porch and see a guy, a really cute guy. He is tall, muscular, and has dirty blonde hair. He's hair slightly moving with the breeze. Suddenly I come back to earth and I realize he's in front of me. "-Umm Hello" he says.
"Oh um Hi" I say.
"Hi, I'm your new neighbor."
"Oh that's cool."
"Well this is awkward."
"Yea" I say while giggling.
He starts laughing himself after a while, he leaves shortly after because sadly he had to go. He seemed very friendly but love doesn't last it's fake it's a illusion. I go back inside to my room, and get ready for bed.
Next thing you know it's morning, bright and early, I lay awake in bed for a couple of minutes. Finally I get up and get ready. I walked to school since it's a block away. I go into the school, and I hear Matt and his gang coming. "Look what the wind brought in" he says as him and his friends laugh. "That's Not funny" I say as I walk to my locker opening it. Max shoves me against my locker. "What did you say, loser" he yells at me. I start to tear up as I say "Nothing I'm sorry". The boy I talked to yesterday comes and tells him to beat it and he does so rolling his eyes. "Thanks" I say. "No problem, I forgot to introduce myself yesterday I'm Mark" he says.
"I'm Lila" I say. He smiles at me then walks to class as I stand there just thinking of what just happened.
