Harry's POV
I walk into her front porch, knocking on the door. She opens it with smile on her face when she sees me.
"Hey" she mumbles and looks at me.
I take a deep breath, not sure if I should do this.
"Something wrong?" I find her arms wrapped around my waist. I pull them off and I look at her in the eye.
"I can't do this" I tell her and she looks confused.
"What do you mean?" she asks. I can could feel her arms shaking.
"You and I both know what I'm saying" I tell her and she shakes her head.
"Are you breaking up with me?" she lets go and screams at me.
I have to tell her. I can't keep lying. I have to tell her that we've never dated at all. That the doctor only made me go find a girl to play with to forget Louis. But the thing is I can't forget. And I never had.
"I'm sorry Lisa" I say. I can't. I can't tell her. I want to but it'll hurt her more. I'll tell her when she's ready. When she's over me.
"I hate you!" she yells and slams the door. I sigh shaking my head. I feel guiltily playing her like that.
I walk down the steps of the porch and walk home. I take my time looking at the beautiful trees and the flowers on the bushes that are starting to blossom. The cool air makes my skin have goosebumps.
I should go to the park. It's such a nice day and the weather is amazing right now. Besides I don't have anything else to do.
I reached the park and I could see the trees dancing in the wind as the blows. I smile to myself as I watch little kids playing in the playground. I sit on the cold green bench while I watch the kids play. I laugh as they play tag and try to catch each other.
I heard a cry on my right side. One of the kids fell. I quickly rush over to him.
"Shh it's gonna be okay" I try to comfort him.
He slowly stops crying as I pat him on the back. A woman came rushing over at the two of us.
"What happened?" she asks quickly.
"He fell off the swings" I calmly say to her as I keep patting the little boy on the back.
He looks up at me and smiles.
"Thank you" his voice was so small and cute that it just warmed my heart.
He walks to his mom and she picks him up.
"Thank you" she says and I smile and nod.
"No problem" I say and walk away.
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As I walk around the small pond that is filled with ducks I could feel my phone vibrating in my right pocket.
I reach out for it and pull it out.
"Hello?" I answer not bothering to check the caller ID.
"Appointment remember?" I hear the doctor's voice.
"Why now?" I say into the speaker.
He is really pissing me off.
"We discussed this Harry" he says and hangs up.
I sigh and put the phone back into my pocket. I quickly walk out of the park trying to find a taxi.
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"Have you been staying away from him?" he asks me and I cross my arms.
"Yes I've been trying to stay away from you" I say and he scoffs at me.
"Why can't you just listen to me? Just stay away from him" he says angrily and I shake my head.
"No. Why can't you just stop? Why are you even doing this?"
"Because it's for the best" he lays back.
"No tell me the real reason" I say and he doesn't speak.
"That is the real reason" he lies.
"How is this affecting you? Our relationship isn't your business" I tell him.
"Relationship?" he says and my heart sinks.
He's right. We're not in a relationship right now. Not even close to being friends. But we will eventually. We'll slowly get back together.
"Look Harry, just do what I say and everything we'll go fine" he says and I yell.
"Fine? You think everything is fine? You think Louis and I are both fine?"
"Harry" he mumbles but I interrupt him.
"No you don't understand. I remember everything. And it just kills me inside that he doesn't know the truth. I will tell him. When the time comes I'm going to tell him. And you can't stop me from doing that"
He stands up and crosses his arms.
I look up at him and he examines me before saying a word.
"I warned you." he says and points to the door.
I stand up and walk out.
Does this mean I could tell Louis? That I could tell him I remember? I know I said I would give us time but the chance is right there. I don't know I have to think this through.
Hi guys! I don't know if the story is making sense im just winging it lol. Anyways I hope like the chapter and over 200 reads holy shit thank you :)
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