We laugh again, once more at the joke our maths teacher crack in front of us...
Its just our new session of 11 standard and it was just the beginning of the classes maybe... Mid of July or something...
Suddenly...
One of my friend, Shivani laugh throwing her head back. She has a loud laugh but not that I'm complaining. Its good to hear people laugh around...
Our maths teacher crack one more random jokes in front of us from his treasure of jokes.
I have a habit... Of looking around while laughing.
I'm sitting on third or forth desk right now, To my left... Is a window and to my right is one of my friend Garima..
I mostly sit with mohini, a friend. But today we think about changing our seats...
So as usual, due to my odd habit. I used to look to my right at, Gimmu...
She is getting red by so much laughing.
She look cute by the way....
Then our maths teacher tell us one of his funny experience and we all laugh again.
This time Gimmu is getting so much hyper while laughing that she was literally jumping on her seat.
I am laughing more at her reactions on our teacher's joke...
"Uu..hh..oo" Gimmu chipped when she , by mistake, throw all the material on the desk, down because of her jumping and laughing...
She dug down to take the thing from the floor.
Maths teacher cracks a joke again and every one laughs...
Due to my habit. I look to my right while laughing..
And as fortunately or unfortunately... Gimmu is down so my eyes fall on a guy who was sitting next to Gimmu, in the next row.
My world almost stop there..
"That's the one." My heart whisper silently...
Clad in school dress. Pink lips. Mole on chin, Two on side of his forehead.
Black orbs..
Those tremendous black orbs, darker than a dark night...boring deep through my soul...
I feel hot all over my face and neck due to blushing...
Really...
This is the first time I guy is making me blush...
Those black orbs stare back at me with something I can't tell..
Maybe amusement...
He was smiling......oh god....beautiful.....
Smile...
Maybe because of what teacher is saying...
But why is he looking at me?
Maybe just a coincident..
Don't scare him. Sonia. You are gawking him like a hawk.
Gimmu come up again and I come in real world again, blinking my eyes.
After some seconds.. I glance back at him again...
He was talking to his friends..
What's happening.. That wasn't a dream right...
That was so so so weird and so... New... And it felt so so damn good.
I feel some tingly feeling in the pit of my stomach...
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When I reach home.. I look myself in mirror. Morning incidents roaming in my mind...
I look my reflection..
Clad in school dress.
Grey dress...
Oily hairs...
Tanned skin...
Blemish face...
Sun burn mark on my face...
Uneven teeths which need
braces...
Oh fuck... I just hate myself..
I felt like the ugliest creature on earth...
I cried..
Its the first time I cried over my looks. I never ever bothered myself to think about that before..
What is he doing to me?
This is my first first...
