"MOMMY , MOMMY WAKE UP !"
I smiled as I was awaken to my beautiful baby's voice , "Goodmoring baby " I smiled as I kissed her precious face , "MOMMY morning breath !" She whiped off my kisses , I gasped
"I was just trying to love you little girl but I guess you don't love me " I frowned . "NO! mommy I love you ! I love you !" She planted kisses all over my face, I smiled.
She's a handful but that's my baby , I smiled
My thoughts were interrupted by my alarm clock ringing , I sighed at the overly annoying noise and quickly pressed dismiss. "Why do I have this if you're my alarm clock Pooh ? " I asked curiously , "I don't know mommy " We giggled
"Are you hungry bug ?", I asked as I ran my fingers through her tight , beautiful curls , "Yes" she replied excitement filled her eyes, "what do you wanna eat Baby ? " I laughed "I want Pancakes , And bacon , And eggs , And waffles , And sausages, And French toa- " Eggs , bacon and pancakes it is , " I cut her off "Come on baby. " I said leading her to the kitchen ,
I got out the ingredients, And started on the pancakes. "Mommy?" Beauty asked "Yes bug ? " I replied looking up and giving her my full attention , The look of disappointment and sadness filled her eyes. "What's wrong babe ?" I asked worried , "Mommy why don't I have a daddy ? Everyone else has a daddy. " she sighed. Disappointment and guilt filled my eyes.
- FLASHBACK - 15 Year old Draya - Bronx New York -
Tears filled my eyes as I looked down at the now positive pregnancy test. I sighed Knowing everything would change. A wave of negativity washed over my body. Shaking uncontrollably and pacing back and forth,
I finally came to the conclusion that Ryan needed to know. I Quickly tapped the green call button before I could decide against it. After the forth ring I heard his voice at the end of the line.
"Hello" his voice rang through the phone. "Hey , I have somthing really important to talk to you about." I said trying to sound less upset "Of course babe , I'll be there in 10" he said. "oka-" I began to say as the line dropped leaving me alone with my thoughts ,
After what felt like 7 minutes , there was a knock at my door, taking deep breaths in and out as I made my way to my door, I opened the door reveling Ryan , looking up from his phone he smiled , I smiled slightly as I stepped aside letting him in, He then planted a kiss on my lips and took a seat.
I frowned slightly , Knowing this could be the last time feelings his lips on mine.
Not knowing what to say or do , My mind went wild , Thinking nothing but negativity as tears slowly began to fill my eyes, "So what is there to talk about ? " He said sensing there was something wrong , "Did you mean it when your said you loved me? I looked into his eyes , Nothing but memories filled my head.
"Of course baby , What's going on ?" He pulled me on his lap and intertwined our fingers.
' He doesnt want a baby '
' Your gonna ruin his life '
'He's not ready '
'We're not ready'
The voices in my head began , I shook my head trying to get away from all the negative thoughts , Knowing , There was really no positive way he could react, We're both just teenagers.
I was inturuped by Ryan kissing away a tear that I didn't even realize was falling , "Babygirl , Talk to me , Tell me what's wrong" He said with the look of concern in his eyes.
