** Ryan's pov**
I slowly walked into the hospital and went up the stairs . Everything was quite , all I could here was a loud humming . I blocked the whole world out .
I went into Haley's room . The certain was pulled so you couldn't see the bed . Danielle and Tianna were in front of it . They both had puffy , swollen eyes .
They move away and I pulled the certain back . My heart dropped .
**Danielle 's pov**
I had no words , I was speechless . Ryan's reaction hurt , it was so emotional . You really couldn't expect anything less from Ryan , he loved her .
When Ryan saw Haley laying down with a white blanket pulled on top of her , he dropped to his knees . Her hand was sticking out of the blacker . She's lost her pinkish glow and was Turing blue , Ryan grabbed her hand . Tears were running down his cheek , mumbling "I love you , I love you " over and over again though countless sobs . He held her hand between both of his , kissing it slowly .
He said like that for an hour , Jordan went up to him and told him that we had to go , because the doctors need to move her .
We took out cars and drove back home . While everyone else went inside , Ryan sat on the fronts steps . He was blank , he was just staring into nothing , not saying a word . I decide to sit next to him .
"Ryan ... Are you okay?" I said softly , knowing he wasn't okay .
"She's gone " he said with tears filling his eyes , still staring into nothing .
There was a pause .
He turned to me and looked me in the eyes .
"I .. Loved her ... She was my world and now she's really gone . Danielle I LOVED her . " Tears started to fall from both his and my eyes . "I don't know what I'm going to do with out her "
"Ryan , it's going to be okay . She was the best person anyone could have in their life's . She made everyone smile . I don't think anyone knows what they are going to do without her . "
He nodded his head whipped his eyes , got up and went to his room .
I slowly got up and walked inside . Taylor and Tianna weren't anywhere to be seen I am assuming they were in Taylor's bedroom . Jordan was siting on the couch on the frurge of tears . I decided to walk over to him . I sat down beside him and dug my head in his shoulder , and cried . He wrapped his arms around me and he began to cry himself .
"Shh ,it's going to be okay . " He whispered trying to make me feel better . But they say his voice was , you know he didn't believe the words that came out of his mouth .
Haley was my best friend I never thought of the fact that one day she wouldn't be here . We've planned so much together that we were going to do in the future ,but now we can't do any of that . I don't know what I am going to do without her .
*<couple of weeks later>*
*Danielle's pov*
After a couple of long weeks we were able to plan Haley a wonderful funeral . After Haley passed away . We sold the house . Ryan got a place by himself we don't really hear from him that much anymore . Taylor and Tianna found out that they were pregnant and got a place together , and Jordan and I got our own place just outside of Edmonton .
Haley's family in Kenroa and her mom and sister are coming to the funeral .The plan was to have Ryan and I to talk in front of everyone. So I guess here it goes .
Jordan and I were one of the people to arrive . We sat in the front row with Ryan , Tianna and taylor . Ryan is to speak first .
Even though we all sat together no one talked to each other . Tianna already had the tissues out and Taylor was conculsing her .
The room was so quite because no one thought this would ever happen . Even Haley's family filled with little toddlers wasn't talking .
After couple minutes of waiting it started . The Priest said a couple of words about life and death then he called Ryan to talk .
Ryan slowly walked up . He coughed to adjusted his voice . He began talking
"Well I'm not very good at these things , so I am apologizing in advance in case I say something wrong ... Haley to me was the sunshine in my life , just like she was to most of you guys . I loved Haley , and I was planning on marrying her , but sadly a few unhappy things happens that can't be undone .... I remember first meeting Haley . It was really early in the morning almost 4 o'clock and I couldn't sleep all night so I decide to take a walk , and I found Haley laying in the snow . The funny thing is , if I could have slept I would have never met her , and I would be missing out on something amazing . So I guess what I am trying to say with this story is that the world works in weird ways and I'm sure that Haley is happy and is looking down on us and protecting us . " At the end of his speech he had a tear rolling down his cheek . he slowly made his was to his sit .
Jordan was holding my hand , as myself too was crying . "it's okay babe you don't have to do this . " He spoke
I nodded , dried my eyes and walked up and started to talk.
"Well hi , I was Haley's best friend and I would just like to say that Haley was a wonderful person.
she made me so happy along with so many other people.
She always knew how to make people smile and she was amazing.
She was my main bitch and sister from another mister.
She always knew how to make me happy and she always put a smile on my face.
She will be missed but her legacy will never die...... No one knows this but before Haley passed away Tianna went to go get some food and I stayed with Haley . She got out of coma for a little bit and I talked to her . " I started to cry " she said that she loves you all , and she said that she felt like she failed because she wanted to do more ... She knew she was dying , but she tried to stay alive for so long .... her last words were: I don't want anyone to morn over me , I want you to celebrate my life .
That's when she passed away . So I want you guys to put a smile on your faces because life is beautiful and we should be reminded of a death because life's for the living . ohh and there's snakes down stairs , that conclues this event . "
"We all only life for a little while but we shouldn't worry about dying because life is beautiful , Haley will always be with us in a way . " Ryan told me as we were leaving the church .
"I hope everything turns out for you Ryan . " I said
"see you at the game tomorrow " he asked
"Yeahh have a good day "
Of course things will be different without Haley but I guess that's life , Haley knew she was loved and she love us . We just have to keep moving forward with our own life's .
