Sitting on His Lap

Wake up and Grow a Vagina

Chapter ##- Wake up and Grow a Vagina

 Eva

"You idiot!!!" I scream at the now awake Maddox.

After he fainted. I told all my friends how scared he was about coming out and how he kinda hit on me, only to tell me what he was twenty minutes later. They were all gonna support him and help him come to terms with it. We had to wait about three hours for him to come to. By then we had all gone to Terrea's apartment, the one I'm moving into. All me and Kiana's stuff were switched out, so I could start getting the boy's stuff in here. The hearing for me to get custody of my three younger brothers was next week Friday. My parents begged me not to take them, even threatened my college fund, but they knew that would ruin their case even more.

See my parents are going through a divorce, and the boys wanted me to take them and let them live with me because they hated that they were always screaming at them, their anger being taken out on my baby boys, emotionally and physically. I asked if they wanted to call the cops but none of us wanted them to be taken away forever. So I was getting custody of the boys because they were getting hurt and practically begging the judge to let them stay with me. They were all protective of their older sister. My dad didn't really care about me dating, he was too busy either screeching like a banshee at someone over something stupid, or fucking in the bedroom for makeup sex, whether it be mom or not. So my brothers played the big bad scary role to intimidate the guys that came for a date. It worked, I've never had a second date until Derek, but we know how that turned out.

"The fuck?!?!?! Why'd you faint, dumbass?!?!?" I screamed at the now conscious 19 year old.

"Why'd you tell them. I don't want to have that same rejection that I constantly get that pisses me off. I can't believe I trusted you with my biggest secret! You told people that I don't even know their names, and they know my secret! What the hell Eve." By now the tears were leaving the hot trails of steam and hurt, staining his face.

"My baby. Oh sweetie, I told them because they are gay, baby. Their gonna help you through the awkward phase, so eventually you can get to the point where your comfortable with telling people and not fear rejection so badly anymore." I didn't feel bad about telling them. I wnated him to know there are other people here to help him through this. That no matter what, he'd never be abonded by the gender he likes.

"Really?" he was too cute he reminded me of a child, he was like my little baby.

"Of course, baby boy. I'd never tell anything like that if I wasn't going to help you in the long run. It'll be okay. I promise."

He nodded.

"Now time to meet the gang of misfits. Oh and I'll tell you who's gay and who's not."

Again he creates his silent barrier with a nod.

"Skinny, average, and thick bitches!!!!! HE'S UP!!" I screamed through the town house.

In our odd friendships, we constantly call each other the worst names. But we all know we don't mean in and where just fucking around.

"We're coming skinny bitch." I think Kiana said that and with that they all pilled into the living room with food an drink.

Interlacing my fingers with Maddox, I gave him an encouraging smile.

"Now Maddox, around here we don't judge. When we promise something, we do it. We belive in each other and don't push until we know you can fly. We are a family, and we accept each other. Here it's okay to cry, it's okay to laugh, it's okay to insult as long as we know your kidding. And this is our promise to you. We promise to you that you will become more comfortable with yourself and let others know without fear, and you will find the love of your life. That you will become like the new baby in this fucked up family-"