Letter to my ex.1

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Dear Ex,
Hey, I hope all is well with u.
Just wanna say you hurt me... no you broke me but I understand or I want to understand.
You gave me you, I gave you me.
You resented me... I cheated.
You rejected me... I cried.
You turned ur back on me... I begged you to stay.
You stayed... I tried.
Your Heart Left... I stand cold and alone.
You have hurt me in ways I never deemed possible yet you've loved me like no other. We argued more then we showed love, yet not being in ur presence seemed lifeless. Our love was bitter sweet but I wanted nothing but to keep fighting for you.
To fight for us! I apologize for failing you though I tried my very best but in the end you wanted different and though its still slowly killing me especially when I see you all I can do is smile, pretend I'm doing fine then the minute I'm alone I cry, cry, cry until my heart says sleep.
I wish things were different... I wish you still loved me, clearly I see I'm stuck on you but you've quickly let go of me. All I can do now is say I'M SORRY for not being enough.

Toni.D

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