I loved you
You loved me
You stopped loving me
But i was stuck
In this never ending cycle of pain
I miss you
A whole fucking lot
But
Who cares?
You obviously don't
Ive always been sad
Depressed
But
Now its even worse
Im always told im too negative
Its just I've never learned how to be positive
When everything is falling apart
I wamt it to end
Cutting doesnt help anymore
I think im done
Ive tried 5 times
Never succeeded
Cause i would miss my dad
But he left me to hasn't he
Forgot about me
simply doesnt care
I dont want anyone to miss me
I refuse to let them
They will forget
Get over it
Im not that important
I never was
Im pretty useless
Im a waste of space on earth
the earth we are ruining
But
no one cares
They never did
they never will
Everyone around me is so beautiful
Then theres me
I just
Need it to stop
The pain
The crying
The missing
feeling heartbroken
Any feelings
Just
Make them...
Stop
Stop
Like my heart beating
Like my saddness
Like my life
Dont blame yourself
Im my own bully
Its my fault
I need to end what ive started
Good bye
Dont miss me
Because im hopefully not coming back
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my sucide note
Randomimma messed up kid i need help but nothing will ive lost everything at 6 years old thats when my depression started and now its ending after almost another six years im going to do it i hope i can i want to leave "sucide is selfish" might as well li...
