Teenage Dirt-bag ~ Beau Brooks and Daniel Sahyounie Fanfic

Chapter 21 ~ whats going to come now?...

*Logan's point of view*

I've been in Australia a while now, I just really want to make things right with Becca. I've been staying in a hotel in the city centre, trying to give her some space, but I just can't do it, not being able to be with her is killing me! When she left, I couldn't cope. Even before she left, I couldn't cope. Rebecca was always busy, she wouldn't tell me what, but she would always come back miserable and angry, she never used to speak to me, she would just walk in, and go straight upstairs to her room. What ever she was doing began to happen more frequently, and so she was always either, training for boxing, or doing whatever it was she was getting up to. I began to get worried about her, and so I used to talk to Gabby about if she had noticed a change. Me and Becca hadn't exactly been 'active' in a while if you know what I mean, and so when Gabby came down to talk about Rebecca, one thing just lead to another. I felt so guilty, but I was craving that feeling that I'd lasted so long without. And so it carried on, I regret it so much, and so many times it had tried to stop it, but whenever I tried to end it, Gabby would threaten to tell Rebecca about what had happened, and I couldn't have that, not to save my own skin, but for her,she had been dealing with so much stress, and even if she wouldn't tell me what it was, I could still tell it was serious. So I carried it on with Gabby to keep her quiet, in a way it become blackmail, but I suppose if she never found out it was ok. That's when I found out she was leaving, and so I didn't find any reason to tell her. After she found out about what had happened I ended it, I couldn't cope, I spent months just locked in my bedroom, I was diagnosed with depression and am still taking medication to help with it now. It was then I realised I couldn't live the same way without her, and so I'm back to try and win her back, I need her, she's my everything, and I'll spend every day of the rest of my life trying to make it up with her if I have to!

I decided to go for a walk and clear my head a bit, so I decided to walk through the park by Rebecca's house, I think if I walk near there it will give me hope that I will actually see her. Wow, I sound like one of them stalker over the top fans to a celebrity. I really need to sort all this out. The sound of crying broke me from my thoughts, I noticed it was Rebecca, and without a second thought sprinted over to her side.

"Rebecca, is that you? Oh my god what's happened? Are you ok? Who done this to you? Please Becca, answer me!"

"Logan? What are you doing here?!..."

I guess I expected that reaction. But right now I just wanted to be there for her. I told her why I was here, in detail. There was a pause before anyone spoke. She didn't say a word she just hugged me and sobbed into my shoulder. After about ten minutes she stopped crying, complete silence surrounded us, I was still holding her in my arms, but it was a nice silence, a calm, reflective silence. She then spoke.

"I don't think I can ever fully trust you, or forgive you, but I'd like it if we were friends, even though I hate you for what you done, I still miss you being a part of my life... So what do you say? Besties?" She said the last bit in a giggle.

"Of course I want to! I never stopped loving you! And I never will, but if that means to love you as just a friend for now, then I'll wait, I'll wait forever if I have to!"

She didn't reply but simply smiled back at me and buried her head into my shoulder once again.

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A/N: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THE SUPPORT, THIS WAS JUST A FILLER, MUCH MORE DRAMATIC CHAPTER COMING REALLY SOON! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEE LEAVE YOUR COMMENTS ON WHAT YOU THINK AND ANYTHING YOU WANT TO SAY! TELL ME WHERE YOU GUYS ARE FROM! IM FROM LIVERPOOL, ENGLAND! I LOVE READING ALL YOU HAVE TO SAY! THANK YOU FOR READING! ILY! 😘💖💕