The cut
I'm so fed up of feeling this way
and i'm just being lead astray
I want to be happy, you know?
I hate feeling so low.
I just want some help from someone
But all I seem to do is run.
I always want to cry
Would it be easier to live or to die?
I don't know what to do anymore
What they did was against the law
I should move on from what they did
I just wanna get rid
of those horrible thoughts in my head
I want them dead.
They ruined my life
I want to grab a knife
They deserve to be tortured for what they did to me
Why can't you see
that it has caused so much pain
The memories, the flashbacks is driving me insane.
Please see
Please help me
Please.......i want to end it
I need to end it
Please........please.......help me
I should end it
It wouldn't effect anyone but me
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Escape
You know this isn't what I wanted.
Not what I intended.
I just wanted an escape
got tired of the weight.
I carry a heavy burden
it haunts me day by day.
And the day it came upon me
was the day you forever changed.
I tried giving hints.
But nothing seemed to work.
The only thing that happened
was i kept getting hurt.
People laugh and people joke
but none of them really know.
They don't know the nightmare
that i call life.
Don't know how hard it is
to avoid that pocket knife
hear a joke, another laugh.
And you cut deep, another gash.
And I pray to God that you see the light
before you accidently risk your own life.
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Do you care
I sit and wait for you to be there
Sometimes I wonder if you even care?
I sit and I cry waiting for the end
All you do is sit there and pretend
That I'm not there and the depression
Isn't real; You lie to yourself
You lie to me; As I sit in a corner
And weep and weep; It's to hard to swallow
To hard to breath
The mask is coming undone
Revealing the pain; revealing the sorrow
I sit and yell, I feel so alone
You yell and you scream
I feel like a pathetic waste,
Lost in a sea of lies
I feel like this depression
Will never die
Can somebody help?
Will anybody help me escape?
I'm begging now, just for a out
I scream your name, but your not there
Finally, I realize you don't care
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I'm sorry beautiful
Look I know you say I'm the best you ever had
And now im gone your looking pretty sad
And it's really hard to say this and it might be kinda bad
But you don't need me and you never had
And I can't stand being around you
And Thinking of what we could have had
And I'm sorry but it high school it would be better
Maybe there's a chance we could get back together
But until then I have to say goodbye
But just know I love you and you know I'd never lie
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A cry for help
You scream; but I can't hear
I'm dead so please
Leave me here
I cant help you
I can't help me
I wish I was a tree
To grow and blossom then die
But I'm a human with a mask
It broke and shattered away I wish I could of saw your smiling face today
But no all I saw was sorrow
I wish I wasn't alive tomorrow
Forgive me for not being there
Or leave me in dispair
