My Infinity { Book 1 in Series }

~One~

~ Breoken dream around the floor a shattered hope , is there no more ? ~

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Aryan's p.o.v

" Arya ! Arya ! Where are you ?" My Dad called from the living room and I exactly know why he is screaming on top of his lungs this morning

Today my results of the IIT- Mains entrance will declare and I don't know what will happen if I didn't got select again ! Let it be simple my dad will going to drop me out of my studies or He will literally kick me out of this house .

Well I Aryan Singh an ordinary 18 years old boy trying to pursue my dream of becoming an engineer!  Well my father's dream of becoming an engineer will be more convenient. As the only child of my parents I am always pampered by them they never deny me of anything but when It's time to choose my career which is everything for me they ditched me and throw their decision on me .

I still remember that day 1 year ago when I told my dad about my passion and what I want to be

" Yes I did it ! I secured 96.8% on my 12th board " I exclaimed , I was so excited that finally I will get what I want to and I want to get admission in New York Academy of Photography.

I always wanted to be a travel photographer it's something which is breath my entire life and finally I will get scholarship on the basis of my academics and now I will tell my parents and I know they will never say no and dad has saved enough amount of money for my career which he always told me !

I run to my home and first I do is carried my mom and lift her in air , she was taken aback by my this gesture but I was so ecstatic at that moment I don't know what to do , I spin her and she was laughing

" Arya!  Put me down beta ! " She laugh as I put her down and immediately hugged her , My mom is always my support system she knew everything about my dream and passion about photography...hell! Everyone can tell this because my room is fill up with all kinds of photos that I clicked and those who saw it had appreciate me for my skills

" Kya hua itni khushi? " My mom asked to me I broke the hug and smiled at her ear to ear

" Haan Maa I am really very happy because I will now become what I wanted to be from so far " I said and she smiled at me and place her hand on my head to give me blessing

" Acha aaj toh tera 12th board ka results ane wala tha na ? " she asked in  worried , I grind and nodded

" Yes ! And guess what?  I scored 96.8% ! " I said happily her worried face was replaced by a breathtaking smile and her eyes become glossy when she hugged me tight so tight it felt heaven

" I am so proud of you Aryan ! And you don't know how will your father react after this news !" She said hugging me yes ! I want to see my dad happy and I know he will be and after that I will tell him about my dream which I carved to become for so long

But little did I know on that day my all dreams will be shattered into many pieces and I have to leave it for the sake of my dad whome I thought will support me in every matter of life .
A lone tear escape from my left eye as I thought about that event which happened almost a year ago

" Dad I got 96.8% ! " I said to my dad and the expression that he has on his face was like he is happy beyond his limit

" I am really proud of you Aryan you proved me , you proved yourself !" Dad said and hugged me

" Dad now I  will pursue my dream! " I said like an excited kid , my dad smiled and nodded

" And I exactly know what you wanted to be and it's not only your wish but mine to !" He said and I was surprised he didn't tell me about his liking towards photography

But the next what he told make the floor beneath me slipped

" I know you wanted to be an engineer and that's my dream also and I have managed everything you will give drop this year and prepare for you entrance examination and I also filled your name in of the most prestigious coaching institution in Mumbai! " he kept talking but I only can do is to stand numb

" I want to be an photographer! " I blurted at him and at that moment he stop where he was and looked at me with confusion

" what? Kya kaha kya banna chahte ho ?" Dad asked his expression was all blank and I know he heard it correctly but just wanted to listen to it from me again

"  I want to be a photographer! " I exclaimed again and suddenly his blank face turn into furious

" Kitna kamaoge photos click karke ?" Dad asked me , Seriously like all he thinks is money ! Photography is my passion and I want to follow it why can't he understand !

" Dad yeh mera passion hai ! Aur aaj se nhi jab se camera handle karna seekha hai tab se ! " I said truly it is something which I dreamed for every single day every single night

" Yeh passion and all yeh sab amiro ke liye hai these are for the rich people not for us ! Hume apna aur apne family ka pet Palna hota hai did you get that ! " he said sternly his each and every words are just thrusting on me like bullets

" Par Dad it's my dream ! " I said and I know tears are brimming from my eyes and I really don't have time to remove them

" Okay now you have to choose between your family and your so called dream " he blurt out and these words a trust me dangerous than poison , I was numb at my position how can I betray my family who gave me so much happiness.

I look at the sight of my mom she was in tears I know she also can't say or help me about it she shook her head and I just chuckled I know she has to be selfish right now because she doesn't want to lose me I nodded my head and look at my dad who was busy in his phone obviously getting details about my engineering coaching

" Okay ! I will do as you say dad ! " I concluded and the victorious smile in his face was reflected and in no time he hugged me tightly

" I know you will choose your family because you love us very much and so as we and I bet your life will be perfect after you become an engineer! " he said and I closed my eyes and try to possess every single thing

That day I know I was shattered my dreams were broken badly and I can't do anything to fix it and now try to mold myself on my fate which was written but one thing I can say that I was no longer that boy who once had dreams  on his face who encouraged everyone to follow their dreams ! I was broken!  My dreams were brutally murdered ! 

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