My Infinity { Book 1 in Series }

~Two~

~ Sometimes when an afford appears to fail and a dream dies we blame ourselves for the outcome ~

Aryan's p.o.v

" I don't know how to react ! " I said and stared at the computer screen blankly apparently my result was out and I was staring at it with a blank expression.

" Arya ! Beta you got it! " My mom said she is the happy soul in all of them I smiled at her she was too excited and why not ab beta ghar chorne ki baat jo nhi karega !

" Hmm! It could be more better you got 10,568 ranked! " My Dad said I mentally rolled my eyes as if I am interested in it ! Huh!

" Dad almost 50 lakh students gave this exam and out of that I got ranked and selected! " I said as a matter of fact , he will never going to be happy even if I get rank 1 !

" Haan but..in this rank you can't get your seat in mechanical engineering! " he pointed out oh! Did I said he also decided my stream in engineering? Well yeah! He did and I don't have Independence of choosing that also

" dad what does it matter I got selected and I am going to study engineering so chuck everything I can take any stream" I said to him and he glared at me and forced me to shut up my mouth

" Tujhese toh IIT - Advance meh select hone ka koi hope nhi rakhta at least Mains meh toh accha karta ! " he said and all I can do is hung my head low and try to digest all the dhamkis given by my dear father *note the sarcasm*

" Anyways let's wait for the councilling" dad said and seat up from the chair and without any further glance at me went to his room. Why he always have to be like that ? Not always but after I told him my interest in photography he was behaving with me like I am immature.

" Arya beta dad ki baat ka bura nhi mante hai he is very careful for your future" mom said I looked at her and smiled

" Mom I am very hungry baaki baaten baad meh kare? " I asked her and she nodded.

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" Why don't you again talk with your dad ? " Ishaan my best buddy said

" Are you mad ! Fir se lecture nhi sunna mujhe!" I snapped at him .
Currently I am in my best friends house Ishaan and me are buddies from the time of our kindergarten school and he knows me way too much sometimes I felt like he is Aryan Singh not me !

Ishaan rolled his eyes at me " yaar tu samajh kyu nhi raha hai engineering tere photography jaisa easy nhi hai ?" he said for the matter of facts

" Oye! What do you know about photography haan ? Pata hai kitna mushkil hota hai focus karke pictures click karna ?" I asked him angrily what does he think is photography that's so easy ! Well heck ! No!

" Par jis meh tere interest hi nhi hai toh vo jitna bhi easy ho mushkil ho hi jaega! " he said and he is correct I don't know how can I cope up with this engineering! I am so bad in maths and physics! Those are not at all related with the numerical that I sloved in my 12th grade!

" What can I do now ? I gave up yaar ! Nothing is in my hand now ! Maine sab ab bhagwan bharose chor diya hai ! " I said Ishaan looked at me and sighed I know what he was thinking he was the one who always supported me for my dreams and when I told him that I will be doing engineering because my dad forced me he was so pissed of and also argue with my dad ! Can you believe he actually fought for me but no use !

" Chal meri chor tujhe toh apna dream pura karne ka mauka mil gaya !" I said genuinely and he smiled and nodded. He always wanted to be graphics engineer because I know his craze for video games and all and his family also supported him he is that lucky guy who got his support from his dad , and he also got selected in IIT-MAINS with 264 ranking!  And now he is preparing for Advance,  this is the thing which I can't do IIT-ADVANCE is not a cup of tea for me !  Mujhe bas select hona tha jo mai ho chukka hoon !

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I went back to my home after the deep conversation with Ishaan and the outcome of it was as usual NO USE! 

I reached my room and went inside and closed it and looked at my surrounding the walls of my room are all covered by those pictures which was clicked by me , every corner of these walls shows that I lived my passion . But now it's all over my life has become such a mess which will not cleaned by anyone.

I dragged myself to my bed for an afternoon nap I stired my body and looked at the ceiling blankly sometimes looking at the ceiling is more interesting than my own life !
I had Stored so much things for my future ; Travelling different countries  , learning new languages , making new friends , tasting new and different foods and most important clicking pictures!  But all gose vain.
Now I have to study at some government engineering collage and try to learn how to use machines or dealing with Mr. X and find his value.

" My life is so beautiful! " I said and close my eyes just to encounter with darkness .

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Awwwww!  Poor Aryan!
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- Alvia ❤