First Glance (Troyler Fanfic)

chapter 6

Tyler's POV

I coninued to stare at Troye in shock. I thought I was going to make the move and kiss Troye. That only led up to a shocking but amazing action of Troye kissing me. All these things are roaming my mind right now. Is the camera still recording? Why did he kiss me? Does he have the same feelings for me as he feels toward Caspar? WHAT ABOUT CASPAR? I feel so guilty and I bet Troye probably does too, he pulled away so fast.

"I-i sorry-y" I said looking down into my lap.

"Tyler I kissed you. You dont need to be sorry." He is suprsingly really calm about this.

"I k-know but what about C-caspar?" I said still in shock.

"I know, I feel guilty, but I...enjoyed it." He said slowly. My head shot up to see him shyingly shalf smiling.

"Troye but Caspar has feelings for you, this is wrong." I said standing up, but still looking down at him.

"I know but he doesn't know how to take care of me..." he said taking my hand. How many fucking surprises am I going to exprirence right now. "like you do." he finnished his senteace looking up at me as I stood frozen.

"Troye let's get something straight, Caspar and you have something going on which makes this cheating. Caspar is my best friend and we won't be friends anymore once he realizes I am totally into his boyfriend-" I stopped just totally spilling my feelings for Troye. "Troye you have to make a decision here, even if you choose me it's still going to hurt Caspar." I walked away leaving Troye alone to really think and process what the hell just happened.

Troye's POV

So many things running through my head. Tyler just said he has feelings for me, I just made moves on Tyler that I didnt even think about. I still fucking have Caspar. I don't want to hurt him but I also don't want to let him go either. I don't know who to choose, which path I should go down. I hurt one person either way. Honestly I need time.

I relized that the camera is still recording and I didn't do my outro. I walked up to Tyler's door and knocked.

"I know we are in a weird situation but will you come out to my outro." I heard movement in the room as Tyler made his way back into the living room where the camera was set up. We both acted happy to do my outro then I looked at him.

"I know you want me to edit out the kiss but what about the cute little parts we shared in both of our videos" I smiled to lighten the mood.

"You can leave them in, I doubt that anyone will notice." After we had our brief converstaion on how we will be editing the video, we walked into our rooms in silence and started the edit process. I was on twitter at the same time. Tyler and I agreed to post the videos tonight so we have been tweeting at eachother and to our fans letting them know that we are posting collabs soon.

I finished editing and made my way to Tyler's bedroom. "Hey are you done editing?" I knocked and he screamed yes through the door and I started to load the video. I was guessing Tyler had been to because he was getting his fans pumped for the video. Even at this time, and what we are feeling towards each other, it doesn't effect his relationship between him and his fans.

Tyler is so lovely. I hope I figure out the crisis that we are in soon. It is just hard to pick between the two people that you have feelings for. My video fully loaded as I put all the links and things in the discription. I spent all the night on tumblr untill I drifted to sleep on my favorite website.

~Morning~

"Troye!" He groaned as I opened my eyes to see Tyler sitting on my bed with his Laptop.

"Yes Tilly?" I said still half asleep.

"Tilly" he looked at me and tilted his head like a confused puppy.

"Idk it's you new nickname."

"It's really cute, I like it." he smiled at me.

"I'm glad. But why did you wake me up?" I whinned at him.

"Well the videos that we posted last night have gotten a lot of attention. We are treding on twitter."

"Let me see." I stared at the screen and saw #Troyler.

"The ship has sailed." he said staring directly at me. Oh my god.

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