Life just isn't fun anymore
Though it is better than before
My mind is still the same
What can I say?
I am just a depressed person in general
It is not the environment at all
The only thing that brings pleasure
Is to give others pleasure
I'm living the life of my demons
That I have already defeated
Maybe, they are not all gone
Because maybe, I am the last one.
That I cannot feel myself
But that I can see in someone else
I used to love long walks and socializing
Now those walks just become depressing
The longer I am alone with my thoughts
The more negative they get
The longer I run
The more sad I become
I'm living the life of my demons
That I have already defeated
Maybe, they are not all gone
Because maybe, I am the last one.
When all of these things
Used to make me happy
Leaving me refreshed
Now I feel as if I am someone else
I am the pain that I demolished
I pay no attention to the feats I have accomplished
Because none of it matters anymore
I am not as weak as before
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SyntheticHeart's Poems and Songs
PoesíaHere are some of the poems and songs I wrote! There is a story behind each and every one of these poems and songs, and I want to share them with the world. Thank you for reading! Note: On May 10, 2019, many works were removed from this collection du...
