Loving the Lost

Yes Or No ???

Tiffany's POV

I Turn Around And Head To The Lunch Line Where I Spot Tay. She Motions Her Hand For Me To Come Over To Her. As I Start To Pick Up My Pace All I Can Think About Is What Jordan Said And What He Meant By It. He Said His Life, Her Life And My Family's Life. Those Words Are Just So Vivid In My Mind.

Me: Hey Tay.

Tay: Hey....I Seen You Talking To That Asshole.

Me: Yea....About That We Need to Talk About What???

Tay:What's There To Talk About??

I Stand There Watching Tay Grab Her Food And Look For A Seat. Once She Spots A Table She Sets Her Food Down, And Sit In The Chair Looking Up At Me Signaling For Me To Sit Down. I Look At Her Taking A Deep Breath. By The Time I Finish Telling Her Everything Jordan Told Me. Her Facial Expression Changes From Pissed To Concerned. Nothing Much Is Said After Lunch. Then Finally The Bell Rings And Tay Walks Off.

Taylor's POV

After The Bell Rings I Get Up From The Table Without Saying A Word. I Throw My Backpack Over My Shoulder And Head To My Locker. I Can Feel The Tears Starting To Well Up In My Eyes, But I Dare Not Let Them Roll. When I Get To My Locker I Exchange My Books Out For My Classes For The Rest Of The Day.

4:45 p.m Monday February 2014

Taylor's POV

As I Walk Into The Gym, I See The Boys Already Warming Up For The Game. Jordan Turns Around And Watches Me Walk Across The Floor To The Bleachers. His Big Brown Beaty Eyes Sparkling As Usual. His Lips Form Words But No Sound Comes Out. I Quickly Turn My Head And Stare Down At My White Cheer Shoes. Once I Set My Stuff Down I Am Greeted By The Other Cheerleaders And Start My Stretches. My Eyes Wonder Off To The Stands And Search For My Mom. Once I Spot Her A Smile Escapes Across My Face.

Jordan's POV

Man Tay Is Looking Hella Fine In That Cheer Uniform. I Just Want To Talk to Her And Make Sure She Alright. And Maybe I Want To Talk To Her Because I'm Not Alright. I Mean She Has Not Even Looked In My Direction At All Today...Does She Really Not Care. I Mean What Would Make Me Think That She Would Talk To Me After What I Did. I'm So Deep In Thought That My Coach Yells My Name And I Jump From The Shock A Little.

Coach: You Okay Son. You Don't Seem Yourself.

Me: Yes Sir I'm Ok. Just Got A Lot On My Mind.

At The End Of The Game The Score Is 78 To 62. I Know We Lost This Game But I Wasn't Focused The Only Thing I Seen Was Taylor Cheering. Normally I Give Basketball My All. 250% But Tonight I Feel I Only Gave 2% And Taylor Had The Rest. After The Game I Run Out Of The Locker Room To Try And Catch Tay. I Go Into The Gym To Find People Pouring Out Of The Stands. Then I Spot Her. That Curly Hair That Stops Right At Her Shoulders. Standing Next To Her Mom. I Pick Up My Pace To Try And Catch Them.

"Tay, Tay, Taylor" I Shout Over The Loud Crowd Of People.

When She Finally Hears Me She Stops And Turn Around. Her Face Looks A Little Disappointed When She Realizes It's Me Who's Calling Her Name.

No One's POV

Jordan: Umm....Hi Ms. Katie. Taylor I Was Just Wondering If You And I Could You Know Talk About What Happened.

Taylor's POV

I Turn To See My Moms Eyes Fixed On Me. I Look Back At Jordan.

Me: Jordan....Jordan,Jordan,Jordan. Is This Some Kind Of Game Your Playing Cause If It Is Then I Don't Know The Rules Nor The Objective. And What's There To Talk About??? You Said What You Wanted To Say Last Night When You Texted Me, Today At Lunch When You Had My Best Friend Come Talk To Me And Try And Make Me Feel Sorry For You. Was That My Life, Your Life, And My Family's Life Thing Was That Suppose To Be A Treat Towards Me???

Jordan: What No !!! It's Not A Game. You Know I Love You And I Made A Stupid Decision. When I Started Talking To Britney. Then Talking Started Her We Were Taking A Break Now I want It to Be Just You And I.

I Look At My Mom. She Gives Me A Small Nod. I Nod My Head Again. And Start To Follow Jordan To His Car. Even Though I Drove My Car. He Drives To My Favorite Restaurant Texas Road House. We Go Inside And He Pulls My Chair Out. We Sit At The Very Back Of The Store Close To The Restrooms.

Jordan: Taylor Thank You For Coming.

Me: Ummmhmmm....What Do You Want Jordan???

Jordan: You. Me. Us. Baby Look I Messed Up, And You Know I Did. I Cheated And I Told You That I Did. I Was Drunk. She Text Me Right Before I Text You Last Night.

He Takes Out His Phone, And I Read The Text Message From 'Britney'

I Look Up At Him And See The Tears Forming In His Eyes.

Jordan: You Know I Love You And Would Do Anything For You No Matter What It Is.

I Feel And Pinch In My Stomach And I Quickly Stand Up And Run To The Bathroom. I Throw Up In The First Toilet Available. God, How Am I Gonna Tell Jordan I'm Pregnant With His Baby. I Wash My Hands And Walk Out The Bathroom To Find Jordan's Eyes Trained On Me.

Jordan: You Ok???

I Nod Yes And Sit Back a Down In My Chair.

Me: So....Since I Agreed To Come And Talk To You I Gotta Tell You Something.

Jordan: Anything Baby.

Me: Look I Wanted To Tell You Sooner But....O My Gosh This Is The Hardest Thing I've Ever Had To Do.

Jordan: Just Say It.

Me: Ok, Ok Jordan I'm 10 Weeks Pregnant. And The Only Person I've Had Sex With Ever Is You.

Jordan's POV

So Some i hate is Pregnant And The Love Of My Life. What Am I Going To Do?? I Mean Forget Britney. But She Carrying My Baby And I'm Going To Take Care Of That Baby No Matter What I'm the Father And It's My Responsibly To Do So. Then Taylor's Pregnant I'm Gone Take Care Of The Both Of Them, Her And The Baby She's Carrying.

Me: Baby That's Great I'm Going To Be A Father. And Breaking Up With You Was The Stupidest Thing I Have Ever Done. I Was Taking A Test Today And I Couldn't Even Focus On It. Will You Please Take Me Back ???

Taylor: Babe You Know That I Would Love To Get Back With You. But...(gco)

Me: No Buts, Just Yes

Taylor: Well... I Was Going To Say What About Your Family ???

Me: I'll Call The Police. Have Them Arrested For Harassing Me And My Family Just As Long As I'm With You.

Taylor: Sure.

No One's POV

Taylor And Jordan Order There Food And Eat And Talk Until It Starts Getting Late.

Taylor's? POV

When We're Finished Eating. We Walk Outside To Find It Pouring Raining. Jordan Puts His Jacket Over My Head And Grab My Hand To Lead Me To The Passengers Side. I Really Do Love This Boy.

Me: So Are You Gonna Come With Me To Tell My Mommy I'm Pregnant??? I'm Afraid Of What She Might Say.

Jordan: Of Course Ma!!! If Thats What You Want.

I Notice Headlights Driving Directly Infront Of Us On A Oneway, But Don't Say Any thing
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