*I wake up the same like everyone else. I dream bigger then any human on earth I've had dreams of me seeing ARMYS but I know it's hard. I wish I had a better relationship with them.*
(Jimin's point of view:)
I wake up drowsy that's what I get for sleeping late.... It wasn't the first time this has happened. I look at my phone 'no new messages' that was new he usually texted me is today different? I pressed the message app "great he left me on seen." I sighed, and laid back down. Why'd he not at least say something rather then reading it and leaving me on read. I cursed out loud and got up heading to the bathroom. "Maybe I'll feel better after a bath." I turned the hot water on as it filled the tub I put some strawberry scented shampoo and candles. "I need something to make me feel better. I smiled at myself and put out a wine bottle when I suddenly heard a knock. I almost dropped the candle into the tub I looked up a little scared since no one would come to my apartment so early. And there he was,"Yoongi? Why are you here?" I said my voice cracking a little he must've heard it cause he then giggled."Chim Chim." He smiled and kissed my forehead. He entered the house and sat on the couch looking in the direction of the bathroom. "You were planning on having a day alone?" He said no anger or enjoyment in his voice. "Yeah since SOMEONE didn't answer my texts." I said and grabbed a mochi. "Well you asked if I wanted to go on a date and I thought I said yes but I guess I fell asleep before I could answer." Now that really ticked me off. "Get off your ass for once." I said he laughed. "I feel like I haven't seen the sun in years. So I feel like I'll burn to death if I go out." He got up, and walked to the door. "Tomorrow I'll take you out just you and me the boys already had their own plans, bye Chim Chim." He smiled, waved goodbye, and left. Sometimes I hated him cause he doesn't always understand how I felt about him. I shook my head and headed to the bathroom. Even in my own home I hated undressing I felt something was gonna pop out and kill me while I was naked or someone might stalk me. I then remembered Yoongi what if he wanted to be in the bath with me? I blushed brightly and shook my head. "He wouldn't....would he?" I got into the tub and sipped the wine. I didn't get a chance to talk to my members yet ever since our last song we haven't talked since, we had an opportunity now to relax for a while. ARMYS understood that we were human and we wanted to spend our lives either together or not. I took my phone ,and since it was the iPhone 7 it was waterproof, I took it and began to call Jin. "Hello?" His voice sounded a little curious as to why I called him of all people. Jin always managed to hide my relationship with Yoongi from the fans. Every time we showed to many signals of a 'relationship' he would quickly hold our hands or rap his arms around either of us. Or he once even did a sign that showed ARMYS some fan service which was kiss my cheek. Of course he asked Yoongi and I if we were fine with that in case he saw ARMYS get too curious. We said of course since it was to let all ARMYS ships sail and let them have fun pairing us. It was cute i always read their stories some cute and some surprising, Yoongi did too and I didn't find out till around the time we started dating. Jin didn't start acting as such until we dated so he's been worried about us a lot. "Hello???" His voice brought me back to the present day. "Hey hyung, it's been a while hasn't it?" He laughed "it has been only a month or so since our last concert. So it has been a while." his voice softened as he said it. "So how are you and Taeyung?" I remembered that most the members were together but Taeyung and Jin were only together cause their parents lived in the same city. (I don't know that part for sure XD) "so how is the family?" I sounded so awkward I myself cringed. "My mother is feeling better with the medicine and my brother is alright I'm going to have to pay for my mothers medication since recently she's not able to work and is relying on my brother and me to pay for for her bills and appointments." His mother was recently diagnosed with carcinoma or cancer of the kidneys, the day she was, Jin had left mid concert it wasn't the last concert but the carcinoma nearly made him not available for our last one. Since then he's been more open to and ever since, he wanted to take care of us like his mother did for him and for that we all loved him and tried to take care of him too. Yoongi was a good cook not as well as Jin but he was good at it. Jin always complemented Yoongi on it and gave tips, we all saw that it made him feel better so we tried more ways to do just that. Namjoon would always go to Jin and playfully dance even if his skills weren't perfect he made Jin smile. Jungkook and Taeyung would always bring him gifts, as for me I would have conversations and sometimes they were deep or too much for others but Jin always took it well and I always told him about happy memories we had with each other. Hoseok well he just made Jin smile all the time cracking dad jokes and playing around with Jungkook and Taeyung. "Hyung I or We miss you very very much." I could hear a light sniff as if to hold back tears. "Thank you, I miss you guys too." I couldn't hold back my own tears cause he was hurt and I couldn't do anything about it, so I cried. "Jiminie don't cry it's alright my mom and brother are fi-" "But your not hyung, your hurting and I can't do anything about it!" He stayed quiet. "Your doing your best to make her feel better even if that made you feel horrible after your doing your best and what can I do?!" "Jiminie it's not your fault understand that I'm doing what I can and I'm fine no need to worry. Your doing your best to make me feel better and I am more then ever right now and for that I thank you Jimin." I couldn't help but cry more. "Hyung thank you." "No need, I need to help my mother right now I'll call you in the afternoon." He said and hung up, while I looked at my phone 'missed call from ❤️Yoongi❤️' I cringed at myself for putting that, then I called back hearing the ringing made me feel better.
