This world defines me
But I cannot break free
I plead only to fall
And turn to alcohol
I plead to fall again
And turn to pain medication
I am broken
I am weak
Filled with poison
I cannot speak
The things I've seen
The things I've heard
I wish it was blurred
I don't want to live in the past
But I don't want to live in the present
It's here, now
Not there, yesterday
