Deranged • Ghost N.H. au

The ending - Part 2

A/n: Please read the authors note at the end!

Present day.

I don't remember much of what happened in that very room after the flames had nearly engulfed us all. But what I do remember is Harry's frantic screaming and the sirens of what I suppose were fire trucks trying to save whatever there was left to be saved.

Now, you should know that I never believed in heaven or hell, or God for that matter. But whatever took the man that haunted my dreams, is not what took me and Niall. We were taken by a magnificent and warm light. Do you know the feeling when you're sitting in your backyard on a sunny day, when there's no wind or sound or anyone disturbing you? That's what it felt like. A pure and warm light that traveled throughout my entire body, warming every last bit of it as if trying to soothe me and take away my concerns. But right before we were taken by this very light, I caught a glimpse of what took Jeff, or who. It wasn't warm or welcoming, it was dark and painful. I couldn't look at it for longer than a few seconds for it physically hurt my eyes, as if I were looking into a laser and my pupils was being burned away.

But none of this matters, because he isn't with us. If I had still been on Earth, I would tell you that I'd been here for ten years. But there is no time anymore for this is an earthly invention. I have seen Harry grief the loss of Niall and me and I have seen him recover from it. I have seen how he found love with Rose and how he proposed to her, I walked beside her when she walked down the isle and I was there when she delivered their first child, and as of now she is pregnant with their second. They still visit our graves every few months but they have given it a place and they no longer grief, for which I am thankful.

I sit against a large and beautiful oak tree placed in the middle of a small meadow while I tell you this, Niall is up ahead, playing with some stray dogs who have found their happiness here. If I were to walk around this meadow, I would see my mother and father, Niall's parents and even our grandparents. We're all together and we're all happy.

I'm at peace here, we all are. 

A/n: First of all, thank you again for reading this story. I know there aren't a lot of you guys left since it's been on hold for over a year but still, thank you so much. As you can see, the second part of the ending is pretty short. That's simply because I just don't know what else to write, I feel like it's good the way it is and I wanted to give you guys an ending so here it is. 

Now, My other story, Save Me From Myself, I'm going to delete tonight. Simply because I'm no longer proud of it and I don't want to be connected to it. I'll probably keep Deranged up for a few weeks but I'm planning to delete this too, just so you know. I simply don't want to write fanfiction anymore and I'm not particularly proud of these two books. I do have a lot of ideas for a new Teen Fiction book and some other stories which I'm very excited about and when I get my new laptop somewhere next week I'm going to start writing those. In a while those will also be posted on Wattpad. I might be creating a new account for these books but I'm not sure about that yet. (If you would like to read these new books you can ask me for the new account, if I'm indeed making a new one.) 

For now, thank you all again for believing in this story. Stay awesome, I love you guys! xoxo