Mario Selman smut || m.s

01

You were pulled out of your blurry sleep, when the small yet beautiful tones from the piano in the living room rung in your ears. Pushing yourself up with your elbows, you gazed over at your phone on the bedside table.
4 am.
He was home again. It wasn't that you expected Mario to be lying next to you, honestly, you didn't think he'd come back tonight.
You didn't blame him, though. How did you handle a situation like this?
You listened carefully to the music he was playing; it was slow, sad but somehow it sounded empty. You rubbed your sore eyes, before throwing your numb legs out of the bed, letting your feet touch the cold floor.
Your body always felt rather heavy when you'd been crying.
Walking towards the music, you caught Mario's silhouette in the dark, chilly room. His eyes were shut, but his cheeks were still swollen and inflamed, probably hurting just as much as yours.
Mario never really cried, but when he once in a while let the emotions get the best of him, his cheeks would be swollen for hours after.
He was only wearing boxers so it allowed you to watch his back moving while he played and truthfully, you could watch him like this for hours.
Just stand here and listen to him playing, getting just as lost in the music as he did and he wouldn't even notice.
You dragged your body towards him, feeling it being rather heavy and sore. You sat down next to him on the stool, tilting your head.
He kept his eyes shut as his long fingers ran over the white keys. You watched as the tears were still running silently down his face, dropping from his trembling lips to keys on the piano.
"Don't cry, I don't want you to cry" you whispered sorely.
But you didn't blame him, you couldn't stop your tears either. No matter how hard you tried, they kept running down your face.
"How can I not?" Mario pressed a few keys down harshly, before letting his palms glide off the piano and rest on his bare thighs.
He gazed over at you and the look in his eyes, made a lump appear in your dry throat. The air you had left in your lungs disappeared and you felt like you were suffocating. Your heart crumbled and sank further down to your stomach.
You bit your lip, trying to hold back the tears as you reached out for Mario's cheek. It was burning. He was burning.
You wiped away some teardrops with your thumb and he pressed his face further against your cold palm. Your touch on his skin made his entire body shiver.
Your heart was pounding, but it felt more like being ripped to shreds every time your heart beat.
"Come here, Mario" you whispered, pulling him into your arms.
He pulled you closer to him, hugging you desperately, letting his face hide in your hair. Your fingers ran down his back, before stroking him in small circles with your fingertips.
He moved his face down to yours, letting his forehead rest against yours. You felt his heavy breaths against your lips every time he exhaled.
It was almost like your heartbeats became one.
Mario's thumb moved from your lower back to your chin, before he pushed your chin up. Shortly after, his lips crashed into yours.
Craving, desperately.
The kiss was wet from the tears running down your cheeks, but it also felt so warm and so familiar.
Safe.
It wasn't one of those steamy kisses, this one was gently, passionate almost careful. You didn't even try fighting it and only half a second passed by, before you grabbed Mario's neck and pulled him further into the kiss.
With both his hands on each side of your cheeks, Mario backed out of the kiss. His gaze stuck on you and he hurried to lick his lips.
You bit your whimpering lip as you gently wiped away a few more tears from his face. Mario let his nose stroke against yours, finding your fingers with his hands.
He intertwined them before letting his head rest against your chest. You kissed the top of his curls, swallowing the sob wanting to escape from your mouth.
It wasn't easy for either of you, but you both knew it had to be done.
Mario gently began to kiss your bare chest, licking from your breasts all the way up to your neck, before biting into your skin.
It forced your fingers to wrap themselves into his hair, pulling his head back slowly, feeling how his wet tongue followed the move on your skin.
Mario grabbed around your hips, pushing you on top of the black piano, pushing you down on your back. You skin met the cold, smooth surface as his heavy weight pressed you further against it.
He found your hands and started stroking down your arms as his tongue began to lick all the way down your stomach.
You swayed your back in pleasure from his wet yet soft trails, pushing yourself further against his greedy mouth. You bit into your under lip, suffocating a small whimper.
Mario sucked the skin on your hips, forcing you to twirl by his tongue playing with your tender skin.
Your foot slipped down and hit a few keys on the piano, filling the silent room up with a few tones for just a second.
You reached down and pulled Mario's face up to yours, before closing the tiny gap between your lips.
Mario moaned against your lips as you opened his mouth and slowly let your tongue slide into his warm and eager mouth. Mario's long fingers faded into your damp hair, caressing you lovingly. His tongue played with yours, leaving your entire body craving more of him.
You pressed your steamy palms against the cold surface of the piano, feeling your entire body becoming tense.
Mario sucked on your lip, breaking the kiss shortly to look at you.
He removed a tot of messy hair sticking to your neck and put it behind your ear, sending you a smile, though it didn't reach his eyes.
Not like it usually did.
"God, you're so beautiful" he whispered, licking his pink lips.
You let your hands run down his bare back, feeling his tense muscles, before your nails dug into his burning skin and left marks all the way down.
You kissed his chest, biting and sucking on his skin while your hands continued running down his moving back.
Mario rubbed himself against your body while pushing your thighs away from each other. His fingers played around with your tender skin as he licked all the way down your stomach and reached your quivering thighs.
He planted gentle and sweet kisses on your bare thighs, stroking your skin with his nose. You threw your head back in pleasure, feeling your steamy back sticking to the smooth surface of the piano as your grabbed around the edge of the it with your fingers, allowing the desire to consume you completely.
"I want to look at you, please Mario" you begged him, feeling his wet mouth move from your bare thighs and up to your face.
His gaze found yours and for a second, you just looked at each other. Took each other's beauty in.
You let your thumb run across his trembling lips and he hurried to grab for it and sucking on your finger slowly almost painfully, making it wet with his tongue.
You pushed your neck up and met his lips softly. Mario's hands ran down your body, his fingers touching just the right places, before he once again spread your legs.
He grabbed around your hips before be broke the kiss. Your eyes stuck on each other as Mario slowly let himself glide into your welcoming body.
You felt how Mario slowly slipped his hard cock deeper into your quivering body, allowing you to feel every single inch of his thick length.
Mario was looking down at you, watching the pleasure gradually rushing over your entire body. His watched as your jaw dropped, leaving your mouth gaping wide open and how your cheeks heated up in the matter of seconds.
Your fingers reached for his steamy hair and you let them run through his messy curls, before gently caressing his neck.
Mario started moving gently inside you, pushing himself deeper into your body, than he'd ever been before.
You licked your dry lips, shutting your eyes as you heard the little whimpers slipping out of Mario's mouth.
Feeling him this deep inside you, left your entire body shivering behind. Mario planted damp kisses on your breasts, making it impossible for you to keep laying still.
Small, unfamiliar cracking noises sounded from the piano as Mario moved himself painfully slow in and out of you.
Your fingers wrapped themselves into Mario's messy hair, feeling the pleasure he was giving you spread around deep inside of you.
Mario whimpered loudly in the moment you pushed your lower body up from the black surface and met his thrust into your longing form.
Meeting his thrust made him slide just an inch deeper into you, though it was gently, it made every crawl of your body tickle.
Mario struggled with his breath and was panting loudly, as you met his burning lips once again. You bit his under lip, letting your teeth dig deep into it. You felt how every single one of Mario's muscles jittered, leaving his entire body tense.
You hurried to wrap your legs around his naked hips, pushing him just that deeper into you. You and Mario moved together, softly, both fully giving into the pleasure.
You felt every inch and every trace of each other's naked skin brushing against each other over and over again.
You felt how Mario's steamy body was rubbing against yours, setting your cold skin on fire. Your damp back was sticking to the piano as Mario kept pressing you further against the cold top.
Mario wrapped his fingers into your hair and pulled back, wanting to meet your trembling lips desperately.
The more intimate this could become, the better.
Afterwards, Mario let his wet tongue lick down your neck and down to your breasts. You whimpered in his ear, leaving chills running down his entire body.
You had always wanted to fuck him on this piano and honestly, it seemed like the perfect time to do it.
When Mario played, it was always so emotional, so soft and gentle. It was all you needed in this moment.
With his palms pressed against the piano on each side of your head, his dark eyes once again caught yours. You smiled at him, letting your nose tip stroke against his collarbone tenderly, before letting your teeth bite him.
Mario continued pushing himself into you so mildly, it was almost killing you. You moaned loudly, feeling how his slight moves inside you filled you of so easily, so perfectly.
You felt everything a hundred times more: every thrust, every move, every kiss, every trail left on your body.
Biting your lip, you were just able to strangle the otherwise loud moans that would have slipped so easily out of your mouth.
You and Mario were both reaching your bursting point, so you grabbed around Mario's ass and pushed him into your trembling body, watching Mario bite his lip harshly.
Your breathing became one and it suddenly felt like you moved together, your bodies became one and followed each other's movement.
You were close to exploding, but by the pleasure consuming Mario, you could tell he was just as close as you were.
"Kiss me" he panted, getting a better grip around your hips.
You found his lips as Mario lifted your lower body from the piano and thrust himself into you one last time.
Mario's hand found your chin and he gently tilted your head up to look at him. He wanted you to look at him, while the both of you cracked in a moment of pure bliss.
His last thrust made the both of you burst in a massive groan as Mario's exploded inside of you.
As his loud moan died off, he collapsed on the cold piano next to you, resting his hand on his pounding and sweaty chest.
You looked over at him trying to regain control over his breathing with his eyes shut. You let your hand run through his messy, sweaty hair as he opened his eyes and gazed over at you.
You licked your lips, feeling the tears once again falling down.
"Don't" he whispered raspy, reaching out for your hand.
"You're going to make me cry as well" he said, fighting the tears as hard as he possibly could.
Mario's thumb ran across your lips, wiping away the few tears running down. You kissed his finger tenderly, feeling your stomach turn and the sickness creeping in.
It was harder than you counted on. Harder than you what you felt like you could handle.
"It feels so final" Mario whispered, biting his lip so he wouldn't cry.
His eyes were glued on you, but the dark look in them told you, just how much he was hurting inside.
"That's because it is, Mario" you cried, forcing a breath down your sore lungs.
"I never thought we would end, I always thought I'd end up marrying you... I-" his voice cracked over in tears.
Your heart was hurting too much to bare this conversation, so you pressed your lips against Mario's whimpering once, kissing him just one last time.
You'd once read that if you smile enough, even when you're feeling sad, the action of the muscles will trick your brain into thinking you're happy. But it was a quick fix and it never worked in the end.
Mario and you had been doing it for months. And as much as you wanted it to, it didn't work anymore.
It wouldn't magically just put your broken pieces back together. You couldn't hold on any longer, not without tearing each other apart. It felt like you were constantly ripping old wounds open.
He deserved better, you deserved better.
Loving each other – which you both still did – had become exhausting. It drained you and that wasn't fair. It wasn't fair to keep going this way.
But you needed a final goodbye, a chance to feel each other, one last time.
"Can we just lay here for a second? Before you leave?" Mario asked you.
"I'd like that too" you whispered back.
Mario wrapped his arms around you, before he pulled you into his chest. You tried strangle the tiny sobs, but it was impossible. Mario's fingers stroked your bare back as he just held you in his arms.
"Can you promise me something?" you asked him, cuddling even further into his arms.
"Anything"
"Please just... don't forget about me" you cried, letting your hand rest on his chest.
"I don't think that's even possible, y/n" his whispered back at you.
It felt so final, but you were finally at peace. Maybe your heart could stop hurting soon. Maybe the pain would finally drift away.
"Can you play me something? Just one last time?" you asked, biting your lip.
Mario leaned in and placed a kiss on forehead, before stroking his nose against yours.
"Sure" he said, before sliding down on the stool again.
Slowly, he let his fingers run across the keys. You closed your eyes, listening to Mario play.
"One last time" he agreed.