A tale of two. (Pt 3) The Last Words

where am i?

Nothing. All there is, is whiteness. Every where i look. The last thing i remember is going to my welcome home party and now I'm here. Where ever here is? Am i dead? Please give me the answer to the question. I'm begging you i need to see Yugi. At least just one more time.

Suddenly i feel like I'm falling. It seems to last forever. Falling through the whiteness. A never-ending abiss. Suddenly i hit solid ground. I stand up to find my self next to my own body. Crumpled in a heap on the floor, Yugi over me crying. He's screaming my name wanting to know if I'm even alive. I try to speak but the words just won't come out.

I kneel down beside him and try to put my hand on his shoulder but my hand goes straight through him. Soon after he shakes and turns to look straight at me. At first i thought that he could see me but then i realised that he could only feel the presence of me. He didn't really know that i was there. Which, which made me feel lonely. Knowing that they weren't really there even though they were.

A few ments later four paramedics enter the house and take me away on strechers and then take me straight to the hospital.

" Yugi muto?"
" Yeah I'm here. Is you ok... Doctor?"
"We have done all we can now but it's really up to yami now weather he stays or weather he goes." The doctor replies.
His response made me think. Do i really have that much controller over my own life. Is it really that simple. But, how would i know weather to stay or go. What's even wrong with me? I'm scared and alone. Fearing that I'll never escape this state of half living and half dead. Being able to only see the living and not be able to communicate with them, or even seek advice from anyone.

How do i choose and how do i act i do not know but what i do know is that my time is running out. I need to make my desison  soon. Before it's too late.